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ashesashes

uɯnʇnɐ
May 8, 2025
9

easily
 
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Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The one who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
213
Probably something from one of the FNAF games as they have some neat ambiences. But a part of me wants to get a girlfriend, get unhealthily obsessed and then have "Love You till the End" by And One playing while my corpse is dangling from the ceiling when they discover me. Bit of a weird aspiration I guess but I've had that dream quite a few times and I quite like it. 1747171706189
 
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Britney Spears

Britney Spears

toxic
Jan 4, 2025
452
Yess britney forever 🌺🤗❤️‍🩹 IMG 3204
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
462
I listen to music every day, so I'll listen to music when I die
 
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khek0_

khek0_

waiting
Oct 28, 2024
5
Music is probably one of if not the only thing actively keeping me from wanting to kill myself, which is why I don't think I'll have any on when it's finally time. Besides, there's something sort of beautiful to me in dying in silence with my final thoughts
 
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dude no.7

dude no.7

Member
May 10, 2024
9
probably no

I like music, but I would prefer to die in silence.

that would be kinda more calming (at least for me)
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Student
May 7, 2025
127
Just to remind me I'm doing the right thing

 
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martinso67

All human rights are important
Feb 5, 2021
362
I hope that I get to the feeling and state like I am at home by listening to my favourite songs.
I hope by being in a comfortable state, my suicide will run peacefully and have a nice happy end to my life (most important thing)
 
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R

repeat.

i was here
Jun 12, 2025
17
i made a playlist called "if gay means happy then i'm ✨straight✨" and i'll probably listen to it
 
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It'sFine

It'sFine

Member
Jun 12, 2025
15
Just curious if anyone will be listening to music when they ctb, please share any song/songs that you plan on listening to.
Personally I have a whole playlist that will be on shuffle when the time comes, but the song that i'll 100% be listening to is Silver Soul - Beach House
I look forward to seeing what songs people put!!
If you want to ctb and want to have music playing in the background.
That looks like a really calm way to go out. But the music will fade once a living being stops functioning.
 
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s00ngone

s00ngone

All you can feel is the weather
Mar 21, 2025
92


It'll probably be silence, but this song reminds me of death.
 
AgniFirePunch

AgniFirePunch

Member
Mar 11, 2025
8
I would like to listen to music while I go, it seems like it would be really peaceful, even if my headphones are likely to fall off during. And I don't want to play on a speaker and disturb my neighbours
 
Sharethepain

Sharethepain

We forge the chains we wear in life.
May 2, 2018
145
I put on 16 lines by lil peep in my car at max volume and ran it into a wall 6 months ago at 130km/h with no seatbelts. Survived by some miracle again. I must have heard the song like 5000 times by now though.
 
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Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
311
I plan to die in silence, alone with myself. But a few days before that, I plan to listen to all my favorite songs, and there are many of them
 
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Sinuet

Member
Jul 7, 2024
8
Johann Sebastian Bach and other baroque music, with a cheerful and joyful tempo - I already have a playlist prepared. It is not only my favourite music ever, but I also like the scene full of contrast: heavenly music and a dead body. A little bit theatrical? Maybe. But hopefully also comforting to me and perhaps to those who will discover me.
 
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Sergeant45

Sergeant45

Member
Jun 11, 2025
47
I'd probably listen to music before I do it rather than while doing it to boost my confidence in the plan.

Though thinking about it now as I am writing this... it'd depend on the method. If I magically received SN here I definitely would listen to music the entire time, but I probably wouldn't if I jumped, for example.
 
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sadthoughtangel

sadthoughtangel

Member
Jun 12, 2025
5
I'm so gone i can't even enjoy music anymore.

Mental ilness has taken every piece of who i used to be.
I feel the exact same way. You are not alone.
 
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TheNames_Grey

TheNames_Grey

Ruiner
Aug 26, 2023
9


I have an entire playlist ready when the time comes but this one I want to be the main tune I suppose If im gonna feel everything even my last breath.
its melacholic, bittersweet and peaceful... and I suppose In a way I want my passing to be just like this piece (plus I just love signalis lmao)
 
lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

Member
Jun 7, 2025
71
definitely
THE GREATEST- BILLIE EILLISH


cuz that's the only song that helps me fall asleep and would love to listen to it while falling into forever sleep

And while preparing for CTB ~

God, The Greatest is such a good song. Makes me cry every time.

Some songs that come to mind for me:

Everybody Dies - Billie Eilish
Title Track - The Callous Daoboys
Tearjerker - Korn
listen before i go - Billie Eilish
 
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