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quack

She/her
May 27, 2021
7
I'm hoping to die soon and I've got a months supply of my meds. Here's what I've got:
-2.1g lamotrigine
-21mg risperidone
-24mg guanfacine
-600mg baclofen
-2.5g quetiapine
-1g concerta
-8mg lorazepam
-maybe mixing with painkillers(?)
I plan on taking all them plus drinking some alcohol. Hopefully the mix of lorazepam (benzo) and alcohol will knock me out and won't cause me too much pain. I'll have ~18 hours by myself. Is this a reliable method? I was thinking of hanging myself but I'm terrified of that.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
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why are you including stimulants? methylphenidate is only going to counteract any cns depressant effects the others might have. this is like a really lofi speedball but oral (i assume thats your roa?)

which painkillers do you plan to include and at what dose?

do you know how each of those meds affects you? how long it takes to kick in? how much alcohol will you take? check a bac calculator and practise getting drunk with a task that requires a modicum of speed and precision. taking many pills in a short window of time when fucked up is harder than it seems - especially if they dissolve upon moisture contact.

antiemetics? if you only take everything orally (and not distribute them amongst roas at the very least) you will likely vomit before you absorb enough to die.

why not combine this with hanging? if one doesn't kill you, the other will, and then the sedation and bein drunk can make hanging seem less scary.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

Elementalist
Dec 31, 2019
833
ODs almost never work. I mean, less than 3% of the time.

And Myopybyproxy is right - some of your meds are contraindicated and will just cancel each other out.

I can't comment on most of these, but that quantity of quetiapine will do nothing but put you to sleep for a while. Plus, overdosing on quetiapine is incredibly difficult.

Added to that, the risk of vomiting, especially of you add alcohol, is through the roof.

Waking up, covered in your own vomit, having failed at ctb is really not something you want to experience.
 
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ArcherFiles44

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Mar 20, 2022
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I'm hoping to die soon and I've got a months supply of my meds. Here's what I've got:
-2.1g lamotrigine
-21mg risperidone
-24mg guanfacine
-600mg baclofen
-2.5g quetiapine
-1g concerta
-8mg lorazepam
-maybe mixing with painkillers(?)
I plan on taking all them plus drinking some alcohol. Hopefully the mix of lorazepam (benzo) and alcohol will knock me out and won't cause me too much pain. I'll have ~18 hours by myself. Is this a reliable method? I was thinking of hanging myself but I'm terrified of that.
Unless you take something that is going to severely reduce your breathing and heart rate, taking a bunch of meds that your body is already use to (tolerance) might not bring you down far enough. The alcohol and benzo mix depends on how much. Alcohol could cause gag reflex of all this mixture.
 

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