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aerilana

aerilana

full of grief
Nov 24, 2025
23
I've been trying to figure out what method i can use but everything seems to take so much effort and time and most of it aren't available in my area, it's making me more exhausted than i already am. I don't want a tragic end, I want to go peacefully because I haven't known peace since my father died back in 2020 and my life just went downhill ever since. i wanted to use sn but i live in southeast asia and i just cannot find a source for it, the only thing available is nitrite prickling salt. i know it's a mixt of vacuum salt and sodium nitrite but it's the only thing i can find. will it still work regardless? i need to have a method planned already since i can't see myself next year :)

my second option is hanging but im not sure yet

ps. english isn't my first language im sorry
 
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U. A.

U. A.

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Aug 8, 2022
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Welcome, unfortunately.
No it is not the same and won't do what you want it to.
 
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AstralMadness

hellwalker
Nov 20, 2025
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welcome! in your situation i'd just go for hanging, try to find a good place for it and see if you go with full suspension or partial
 
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aerilana

aerilana

full of grief
Nov 24, 2025
23
thank you !
Welcome, unfortunately.
No it is not the same and won't do what you want it to.
welcome! in your situation i'd just go for hanging, try to find a good place for it and see if you go with full suspension or partial
maybe I'll go for partial or ligature strangulation since i don't have any place to hang myself fully. i think I've located where my carotid artery is and it doesn't really hurt when i try to put pressure with my hands. i guess I'll try to check if it'll feel the same with a scarf since i can't find a rope to use. I'm just waiting for the year to end. thank you for answering.
 
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