TorturedSoul999

TorturedSoul999

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Aug 11, 2023
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Tried to order SN yesterday and the seller is completely unresponsive. Seems like I may have lost $25. I canceled an order that cost nearly $80 from another source who said they wouldn't have shipped to a residential address anyways. Is it going to get even harder to get SN as time passes? I am not sure if I'm ready to CTB or if I want to go at all but I feel better having a peaceful and painless option. Please help me find a decent source under $50 if possible. Thank you. Someone showed me a source that charges $4 for the SN but $100 for the shipping… really hoping there is better options but if not I'll just suck it up and buy it.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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It may get harder and harder the more people post here about it. It sucks. International shipping is unreliable anyway due to shipping costs and possible customs problems although SN itself isn't a banned substance. Depending on your country of residence.
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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but I feel better having a peaceful and painless option
You are not talking about SN, right ?!?

Have you read about the inert gas methods (SCUBA, SCBA, EEBD hood, exit bag, Rebreather) or carbon monoxide method ?

There will soon be no more SN sources because members keep posting sources in the forum. Even the naming of countries where there are (still) sources should not be allowed. In Europe there are only 6 really reliable sources left. TIG has turned out to be fake according to one member.
There used to be 2 sources in the UK. Members posted both sources in the forum. The authorities have contacted the dealers. Now both don´t sell to private individuales anymore. Same will happen to the few remaining SN sources.

Same applies to N. Members have posted photos of the N bottles with the label, shipping details and info about the customs declaration in the forum !
 
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Touhou

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Mar 9, 2023
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Most likely, but fentanyl's a better method & arguably easier anyways.
 
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John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
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*Dark Knight Rises Bane voice*
Ahhfff coowwwwrrse...
Same applies to N. Members have posted photos of the N bottles with the label, shipping details and info about the customs declaration in the forum !
I was wondering if this had happened. So there's like a 90% chance "got my N!" flexes on SS led to D's downfall. Jesus Christ
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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You are not talking about SN, right ?!?

Have you read about the inert gas methods (SCUBA, SCBA, EEBD hood, exit bag, Rebreather) or carbon monoxide method ?

There will soon be no more SN sources because members keep posting sources in the forum. Even the naming of countries where there are (still) sources should not be allowed. In Europe there are only 6 really reliable sources left. TIG has turned out to be fake according to one member.
There used to be 2 sources in the UK. Members posted both sources in the forum. The authorities have contacted the dealers. Now both don´t sell to private individuales anymore. Same will happen to the few remaining sources.

Same applies to N. Members have posted photos of the N bottles with the label, shipping details and info about the customs declaration in the forum !
Yes. But people here were doing the same for 4 years 2018, 2019,2020, 2021 on this site and years more before 2018 on the subreddit r/sanctioned-suicide .

N sources and sn sources daily broadcasted here for 4 whole years and no one took down the nembutal sources. Why ? Because there weren't that many prolifers and police etc here. The new York times article and that dumb prolife video brought thousands or more profilers as and police who took down n from d and sn sources. Don't click on that prolife video because clicking it will increase the video' s score in the YouTube algorithm which will then suggest it to more people making go more viral . Already could have reached 4 million views viral from a nothing music YouTuber.

So now we don't have n from d. There were reliable nembutal sources in the peaceful pill handbook for at least 14 years . Now nothing.

See here Philip nitche helped Angelique flowers get nembutal around 2008 or 2009

 
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John Ryder

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Jul 7, 2023
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Yes. But people here were doing the same for 4 years 2018, 2019,2020, 2021 on this site and years more on the subreddit r/sanctioned-suicide .n

N sources and sn sources daily broadcasted here for 4 whole years and no one took down the nembutal sources. Why ? Because there weren't that many prolifers and police etc here. The new York times article and that dumb prolife video brought thousands or more profilers as and police who took down n from d and sn sources. Don't click on that prolife video because clicking it will increase the video' s score in the YouTube algorithm which will then suggest it to more people making go more viral . Already could have reached 4 million views viral from a nothing music YouTuber
That kind of thing is incredibly dumb even without the contribution of that pro life scold dork. If not him then some other milkshake brings the boys to the yard. Do you really think there was zero low profile LE here before that? It's the easiest thing in the world to lurk silently in the dark and let overexcited dorks tell on themselves. This isn't personal btw, just, all this stuff felt like inevitability
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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That kind of thing is incredibly dumb even without the contribution of that pro life scold dork. If not him then some other milkshake brings the boys to the yard. Do you really think there was zero low profile LE here before that? It's the easiest thing in the world to lurk silently in the dark and let overexcited dorks tell on themselves. This isn't personal btw, just, all this stuff felt like inevitability
Edited my post . But I saw here for 4 years people posting about nembutal from a and c and no problems. There was even powdered nembutal u could order online. U could also order liquid n online.

Before that peaceful pill had nembutal sources and other websites like the subreddit for at least 14 years linked to those sources

As I showed in my edited post Philip nitche helped Angelique flowers get nembutal around 2008 2009. So nembutal sources were easy to get from 2008 to 2021 . Maybe even before then
It was Only after the ny times article and that dumb prolife video that brought thousands of prolifers police government people who took away the nembutal sources an may sn sources

 
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John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
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Edited my post . But I saw here for 4 years people posting about n from a and c and no problems.

Before that peaceful pill had nembutal sources and other websites like the subreddit for at least 14 years.

As I showed in my edited post Philip nitche helped Angelique flowers get nembutal around 2008 2009. So nembutal sources were easy to get from 2008 to 2021 . Maybe even before then
It was Only after the ny times article and that dumb prolife video that brought thousands of prolifers police government people who took away the nembutal sources an may sn sources
Sure, PPH has had stuff in the open forever, but kind of vaguely. PPH for instance wouldn't have taken D down. I mean the hyper specific stuff like package details, customs declarations, whatever else (probably without location metadata even stripped, because again, people be dumb af) went on here. Feels like without that tancrul (sp?) circus at best D would have lasted longer but eventually something else, maybe not as huge, brings that little bit extra scrutiny here and then same thing

Edit: then again I will self correct and point out PPH literally published D and other plugs' email, which LE anywhere could have effortlessly used. So even if it's true they didn't really come to give a real shit until the extra eyeballs from tancrul the mormon derp and the NYT thing, posting that kind of thing could have been the difference
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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*Dark Knight Rises Bane voice*
Ahhfff coowwwwrrse...

I was wondering if this had happened. So there's like a 90% chance "got my N!" flexes on SS led to D's downfall. Jesus Christ
I still have a screenshot of the N bottle that a member posted.
And in case you're wondering why I know about the UK sources: After two members told me that both UK sources were no longer selling to private individuals, I contacted both UK dealers and asked why. The answer was: because we were informed that our address is shared in a suicide forum.

The more I think about it, I also think it's not a good idea to post sources for inert gas either. I´m afraid that even these dealers will soon stop selling to private individuals.

By the time a new edition of the ridiculously overpriced PPH was sold, many addresses no longer existed.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

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Unfortunately probably yes ): I have to hurry but im scared.
 
TorturedSoul999

TorturedSoul999

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Aug 11, 2023
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Unfortunately probably yes ): I have to hurry but im scared.
I still have a screenshot of the N bottle that a member posted.
And in case you're wondering why I know about the UK sources: After two members told me that both UK sources were no longer selling to private individuals, I contacted both UK dealers and asked why. The answer was: because we were informed that our address is shared in a suicide forum.

The more I think about it, I also think it's not a good idea to post sources for inert gas either. I´m afraid that even these dealers will soon stop selling to private individuals.

By the time a new edition of the ridiculously overpriced PPH was sold, many addresses no longer existed.
The thing about Nitrogen bags is they are incredibly hard to make. It's unlikely for this to be regulated. They're only going to go after easier methods like SN
 
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befree

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The thing about Nitrogen bags is they are incredibly hard to make. It's unlikely for this to be regulated. They're only going to go after easier methods like SN
I´m not talking about the exit bag, but in general regarding inert gas. There are better inert gas methods: SCUBA, SCBA, Rebreather.
 
John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
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I´m not talking about the exit bag, but in general regarding inert gas. There are better inert gas methods: SCUBA, SCBA, Rebreather.
Exit bag? What is this 1863. The rebreather with like one more model refinement will render all that tedious bullshit obsolete anyway 🤭
 
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TorturedSoul999

TorturedSoul999

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Exit bag? What is this 1863. The rebreather with like one more model refinement will render all that tedious bullshit obsolete anyway 🤭
I looked at the rebreather. It doesn't require nitrogen as expensive ($45) canister, and the $200 mask. But I feel like I'm too slow to do the prep correctly. Making SN the best option… just wish I could get my hands on it.
 
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John Ryder

John Ryder

"You're a smart kid...you'll figure it out."
Jul 7, 2023
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I looked at the rebreather. It doesn't require nitrogen as expensive ($45) canister, and the $200 mask. But I feel like I'm too slow to do the prep correctly. Making SN the best option… just wish I could get my hands on it.
Don't think you need to be that quick on the draw tbh. I would give it serious consideration
 
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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
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You are not talking about SN, right ?!?

Have you read about the inert gas methods (SCUBA, SCBA, EEBD hood, exit bag, Rebreather) or carbon monoxide method ?

There will soon be no more SN sources because members keep posting sources in the forum. Even the naming of countries where there are (still) sources should not be allowed. In Europe there are only 6 really reliable sources left. TIG has turned out to be fake according to one member.
There used to be 2 sources in the UK. Members posted both sources in the forum. The authorities have contacted the dealers. Now both don´t sell to private individuales anymore. Same will happen to the few remaining SN sources.

Same applies to N. Members have posted photos of the N bottles with the label, shipping details and info about the customs declaration in the forum !
TIG is not fake I have received product from them
 
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Szinuus

Szinuus

I see the bus...I can almost see it
Aug 19, 2022
211
Luckily in my country its not hard to get it. Everyone can buy if they want. Even such poisons as Sodium Azide.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,587
TIG is not fake I have received product from them
Yes you received it, but...
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,890
Yes I believe so as after all this society we exist in is just so incredibly anti-suicide, where suicide is purposely made as difficult as possible and other people wish to cruelly prolong the suffering of those who wish to be free. Sadly there is a lack of compassion towards suicidal people in this world as if there was we would all be able to leave in peace.
 
umjammertranner

umjammertranner

Not your friend
Mar 25, 2023
66
I am so pissed off, I had to wait for my government cheque to come in last time before I could order off of IC and just as I have the money to do so without leaving a debt for my family after death they get shut down. Now I can't find anywhere to get it from and i'm too much of a pussy to try any other method, inert gas wouldnt work because I can't have anything covering my face due to trauma

Fentanyl sounds decent enough but I have no idea where to get it from :/
 
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roguetrader

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Feb 17, 2021
245
For sure it's been getting harder and harder to buy SN. I assume most here are trying to order 50-100g only, so maybe sellers get suspicious. I wonder if you contact them for large amounts, say 1-5KG, they'd be more willing to think you have other use for it and be more willing to sell. Just a thought…
 
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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
211
The
Yes you received it, but...
There has been a confirmed ctb with TIG on here
O
I am so pissed off, I had to wait for my government cheque to come in last time before I could order off of IC and just as I have the money to do so without leaving a debt for my family after death they get shut down. Now I can't find anywhere to get it from and i'm too much of a pussy to try any other method, inert gas wouldnt work because I can't have anything covering my face due to trauma

Fentanyl sounds decent enough but I have no idea where to get it from :/
IC has been shut down
So
The

There has been a confirmed ctb with TIG on here
O

IC has been shut down
just read before all good
 
Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
209
*Dark Knight Rises Bane voice*
Ahhfff coowwwwrrse...

I was wondering if this had happened. So there's like a 90% chance "got my N!" flexes on SS led to D's downfall. Jesus Christ
I love this comment.
SN? Absolutely. I also think it will get harder and harder to CTB in general over the years. All methods are being actively restricted. People are putting more nets in place over areas like the Golden Gate Bridge and ofc substances connected to suicide will get their business only sells. I can't die soon enough in my opinion lest they have me CTBing with a spoon to the eyeballs.
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
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I love this comment.
SN? Absolutely. I also think it will get harder and harder to CTB in general over the years. All methods are being actively restricted. People are putting more nets in place over areas like the Golden Gate Bridge and ofc substances connected to suicide will get their business only sells. I can't die soon enough in my opinion lest they have me CTBing with a spoon to the eyeballs.

I love that @John Ryder used Bane voice and dialogue perfectly here.

I want to watch the Dark Knight Rises now 🦇
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
I can't get SN anywhere. I tried so hard. None of the sources (except for TIG, but now I have doubts about purity) ship to my country. Seems like that method wasn't meant for me.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
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Seems like that method wasn't meant for me.
possible alternatives:

This is just a general information. I do not encourage you to commit suicide and to use these methods. You act on your own responsibility.
 
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