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tiredoflife718

Member
Jun 14, 2025
6
I understand me as a new user people on here are reluctant to point a person in the right direction or assist with getting SN with all that I've read on here. I have tried to figure out the frequently used sources such as DMC/DCL but I'm honestly lost even with the clues given. I saw a user on here mentioned ordering from a supplier then having it shipped to a business. All of this is very confusing and overwhelming. It shouldn't be this heard to CTB. If anyone can help me by dming me I'd be grateful as I'm looking to do this soon. I can't take it anymore.
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
474
unable to message you in both chat and private message since you lack the required post count
 
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tiredoflife718

Member
Jun 14, 2025
6
unable to message you in both chat and private message since you lack the required post count
Thank you for attempting I was hoping I would get lucky by you initiating lol. I sent you a message not sure if you got it I did it as a conversation.
 
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darkmango

Member
Jun 3, 2025
27
I too am looking for a USA source. Seems they want me to be a business.
 
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nobody_oac

Meat Popsicle
Mar 28, 2025
115
How many posts?


This is from the Rules & Info section:

How can I create a thread, send a PM to a user, or join the chat?

The permissions to create a thread, send and receive PMs, and use the chatroom will be granted automatically after you post a certain secret number of times and are active for at least 24 hours. This is to avoid spam and abuse of accounts.

I know it is daunting but it keeps abuse to a minimum.
 
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adoptedpain

Member
Jun 7, 2025
45
This is from the Rules & Info section:

How can I create a thread, send a PM to a user, or join the chat?

The permissions to create a thread, send and receive PMs, and use the chatroom will be granted automatically after you post a certain secret number of times and are active for at least 24 hours. This is to avoid spam and abuse of accounts.

I know it is daunting but it keeps abuse to a minimum.
Abuse? This is a forum where my mind attacks me too often where I'm seeking support.
 
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nobody_oac

Meat Popsicle
Mar 28, 2025
115
Abuse? This is a forum where my mind attacks me too often where I'm seeking support.

People are terrible and this place, a bastion for all of us who are suffering, had to implement protections. This is a place of solace, community, and information. A lot of people consider it heinous and without these protections, harassment would most certainly ensue.

I came here when I was at my wits end as well and I know that in this moment it doesn't help much, but I can say that there are a lot of good people here and participating the best you can may help in the mean time.

I may not know your particular struggle, but if you are here, it is severe and we all care in our own way. Being here has helped me feel less alone than any friend or family member ever could have.
 
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adoptedpain

Member
Jun 7, 2025
45
People are terrible and this place, a bastion for all of us who are suffering, had to implement protections. This is a place of solace, community, and information. A lot of people consider it heinous and without these protections, harassment would most certainly ensue.

I came here when I was at my wits end as well and I know that in this moment it doesn't help much, but I can say that there are a lot of good people here and participating the best you can may help in the mean time.

I may not know your particular struggle, but if you are here, it is severe and we all care in our own way. Being here has helped me feel less alone than any friend or family member ever could have.
 
merciful

merciful

˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
Jun 27, 2025
31
is anyone able to help me? i'm in canada…
 
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looking4partner

Srry for bad social skills, likely autistic & ADHD
Oct 11, 2024
177
Also in the U.S. & trying to access info :(
 
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exe99109

Member
Jun 28, 2025
7
unable to message you in both chat and private message since you lack the required post count
Also looking for info if can help. Only two I can find from searching is BM from BO and SD, but a thread said SD is not shipping. BO canceled my order. Was going to try BM from A but thought they would cancel too. Any info would help, US seller, if possible would be preferable.
 
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Esc9434

Specialist
Feb 25, 2020
301
@Kalista Not trying to get into your business, but please pay attention to these join dates.
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
176
@Kalista Not trying to get into your business, but please pay attention to these join dates.
That's partially why I don't help with sources anymore.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
415
If anyone can help I'd be grateful
 
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idiotmother

Arcanist
Mar 21, 2025
465
Same. All my orders have been canceled. Tried BO and SD, I'm feeling very desperate. Like I'm gonna have to work up the will to jump from somewhere and that's scary. It's all scary including being alive.
 
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alt131313

Member
Jul 4, 2025
19
I ordered from DMC but it got lost in the USPS mail (at least I think it got lost, I never got a straight answer from them as to what was happening). If anyone can suggest an alternative I would greatly appreciate it.