coolgal82

coolgal82

she/her, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
220
ngl for me yes. i think anyway. it'd make living like 200000x easier atleast. idk.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,290
Found love and have been happily married for a year now. I can confidently say I would not be on this planet wasn't it for my partner. They're my number one reason to keep pushing on.
 
-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

Specialist
Jun 16, 2024
325
I am like this too. Being in a relationship with someone helps me immensely. It's unfortunate that it does not last.
 
kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
264
No. A person loving me can't change the fact that life is constant suffering. Nothing can change that. And when people love me I just feel suffocated and pressured to "get better."
 
never

never

Member
Apr 21, 2024
20
Probably not. It might save me a few years before things just go back to normal as in back to my self loathing. I'm honestly just not healthy or be around
Probably not. It might save me a few years before things just go back to normal as in back to my self loathing. I'm honestly just not healthy or be around
 
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PI3.14

Member
Oct 4, 2024
14
it depends. My situation is difficult. I'm back to college and I'm almost 27. 5'5 (165cm).

Therfore, it's difficult for one like me to find love. I honestly gave up. If I had a gun I would've already blown my brain.

My existence is painful. I don't want this life of mine. I don't want this body of a middle schooler. I hate how I'm nor looked at as a man. I hate how my life turned out to be.

If by love ypu mean someone who accepts me for who I am and accepts my flows and is there for me all the time no matter what, then I think that will help tremendously.

But I can only dream of such thing happening. Therfore, death is my preferred choice...since I at least can act on it while I can't act on finding love.
 
Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

Not looking for advice or a pep talk
Jun 12, 2024
188
Having a healthy relationship would give me a reason to recover. I'm not naive enough to think a partner will fix me, but if I had a reason to try, then I know I could recover. But I'm alone and nothing but a sex object so ctb it is.
 

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