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existenceisacurse

existenceisacurse

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Prior to this I will take a strong antiemetic too but I can also add GHB to this cocktail too if this necessary
Prior to this I will take a strong antiemetic too but I can also add GHB to this cocktail too if this necessary
Also I have zero tolerance to all of the drugs shown above
 
Falseunderworld

Falseunderworld

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Feb 3, 2023
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^ how much GHB
 
Falseunderworld

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It would be better if you had more but 10g Is a 50/50 chance , i cant tell you what to do but just be careful
I can add more than 10g of ghb but I still wanna know if my cocktail still has a chance of working even without the ghb

I can add 10g of ghb or more
 
existenceisacurse

existenceisacurse

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It would be better if you had more but 10g Is a 50/50 chance , i cant tell you what to do but just be careful
yeah I read that 10g of GHB can possibly cause death so I might consider adding more than 10g of ghb to my cocktail but hopefully someone is gonna tell me that the cocktail without the GHB will work
 
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That should do it, but adding a large amount of alcohol will really help. Not having tolerance is great. It would be good if you could double or quadruple the benzos though. Check out the 4 drug morphine protocol in the PPeH, they recommend two other drugs that work on the heart, to compliment the effects of respiratory depression that opioids plus benzos will have. Look at that dosing. It does suggest 10g of morphine but maybe oxycodone is more powerful, and the 10g is probably designed to be enough to counter tolerance which you don't have
 
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That should do it, but adding a large amount of alcohol will really help. Not having tolerance is great. It would be good if you could double or quadruple the benzos though. Check out the 4 drug morphine protocol in the PPeH, they recommend two other drugs that work on the heart, to compliment the effects of respiratory depression that opioids plus benzos will have. Look at that dosing. It does suggest 10g of morphine but maybe oxycodone is more powerful, and the 10g is probably designed to be enough to counter tolerance which you don't have
wouldn't alcohol just increase the chances of vomiting?
But I could probably try drinking 400ml of whiskey
 
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wouldn't alcohol just increase the chances of vomiting?
But I could probably try drinking 400ml of whiskey
I imagine the trick is to just not have too much. An amount you can comfortably drink. It heavily potentiates the opioids. If you have AE you should be good. I'd have thought the high amount of opioids is the biggest risk of vomiting
 
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I imagine the trick is to just not have too much. An amount you can comfortably drink. It heavily potentiates the opioids. If you have AE you should be good. I'd have thought the high amount of opioids is the biggest risk of vomiting
Ok then, I'm gonna mix alcohol with the cocktail too but I'm kinda wondering if I should sleep on my back to increase the chances of dying but for some reason I'm worried that it might be painful if I choke on my own vomit before the respiratory arrest kills me or maybe I will be already unconscious to be bothered by choking on my own vomit
 
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Ok then, I'm gonna mix alcohol with the cocktail too but I'm kinda wondering if I should sleep on my back to increase the chances of dying but for some reason I'm worried that it might be painful if I choke on my own vomit before the respiratory arrest kills me or maybe I will be already unconscious to be bothered by choking on my own vomit
Lay on your back with your head propped up and make sure u down a little water beforehand , dont eat the day before so u wont have anything to vom
 
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Ok then, I'm gonna mix alcohol with the cocktail too but I'm kinda wondering if I should sleep on my back to increase the chances of dying but for some reason I'm worried that it might be painful if I choke on my own vomit before the respiratory arrest kills me or maybe I will be already unconscious to be bothered by choking on my own vomit
I guess lying on your back won't hurt. If you vomit while conscious, obviously don't stay on your back. Puke into a bucket or something. But if you vomit within 30-40 minutes then the method will probably fail. If you vomit while unconscious, it might work anyway. If you're unconscious when you vomit, it's unlikely you'll wake up.
 
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If I were you I'd add GHB and a tiny bit of rectified spirit or vodka, then lay on my right side to allow the faster passage of fluids into my duodenum. That's just how gravity works, and you only get nauseous with things in your stomach.

Together with benzos, opios and grapefruit this drink will yield a 5-fold synergy to depress your respiratory system, there's no need to count on choking on your own vomit, but there's a need to prevent it from happening too soon.
 
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then lay on my right side to allow the faster passage of fluids into my duodenum.
Ok that sounds good to me 😞✌️
That should do it, but adding a large amount of alcohol will really help. Not having tolerance is great. It would be good if you could double or quadruple the benzos though. Check out the 4 drug morphine protocol in the PPeH, they recommend two other drugs that work on the heart, to compliment the effects of respiratory depression that opioids plus benzos will have. Look at that dosing. It does suggest 10g of morphine but maybe oxycodone is more powerful, and the 10g is probably designed to be enough to counter tolerance which you don't have
I could double the amount of benzos if it has benefits? If yes then what type of benzo should I add to the cocktail too?
 
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Ok that sounds good to me 😞✌️

I could double the amount of benzos if it has benefits? If yes then what type of benzo should I add to the cocktail too?
You should keep the volume of your mixture down - that's a basic principle for preventing puking. You already have the best types as noted here (Alprazolam is Xanax):


If you need to add something it should be more GHB or oxy - benzos aren't really deadly. And if it's possible for you to get pure ethanol (again to restrict overall ml) that'd be good too.
 
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I wish you good luck
 
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Where do you even get all those things?
 
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How much have you spent, if you don't mind
 
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If I remember correctly it's indeed about that for an overdose, I really screwed up.. I had a full bag and gave it to the drs.. and now I desperately need it. Anyhow than I counted what would be the dose I I concluded 2000 mg for myself
 
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Prior to this I will take a strong antiemetic too but I can also add GHB to this cocktail too if this necessary

Also I have zero tolerance to all of the drugs shown above
I attempted to OD in Decemember with an Oxycodone cocktail. I posted it here if you wanted to read.

The only reason I think you might have luck is your ZERO tolerance.

What form is the Oxycodone in? Instant release or the modified time release new ones?

I would up benzos hugely. I can't find the source atm but when I was doing my research there is a country in Europe that has successfully used 1200mg Oxycodone with 300mg Diazepam.

Up the benzos and add in one with a longer half life (Valium) around 300mg should do you. Just think hard about it before you do, I was sure the amount of subtances I took was going to do the job, OD is generally advised against on this website now I understand why.
That should do it, but adding a large amount of alcohol will really help. Not having tolerance is great. It would be good if you could double or quadruple the benzos though. Check out the 4 drug morphine protocol in the PPeH, they recommend two other drugs that work on the heart, to compliment the effects of respiratory depression that opioids plus benzos will have. Look at that dosing. It does suggest 10g of morphine but maybe oxycodone is more powerful, and the 10g is probably designed to be enough to counter tolerance which you don't have
Potency Equivalent dose to 10mg oral morphine
Codeine phosphate0.1100mg
Dihydrocodeine0.1100mg
Hydromorphone52mg
Methadone**
Morphine110mg
Oxycodone1.56.6mg
Tapentadol0.425mg
Tramadol0.1100mg

These are the conversion rates for Opiods>Morphine

I would think with the 4 drug Morphine Protocol the morphine would be IV therefor much more bio-availability.
 
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What's the grapefruit for???
When oxycodone and grapefruit are combined, the fruit interferes with the elimination process, increasing the effects of oxycodone and its concentration in the body. Side effects of this combo include respiratory depression, sedation, dizziness, overdose, and death.
 
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Are the the oldchool ones? Cause I know they are hard to come by. At least in aus, the new ones turn to Mush when you try and crush them.

The oldschool ones you could just scrape the top layer of film away and then you'd have 80mg of oxy which turned to powder.
They are OC extended release which can be crushed to fine powder to make them turn into IR
 
existenceisacurse

existenceisacurse

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Jan 17, 2023
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Are the the oldchool ones? Cause I know they are hard to come by. At least in aus, the new ones turn to Mush when you try and crush them.

The oldschool ones you could just scrape the top layer of film away and then you'd have 80mg of oxy which turned to powder.
yeah OC is old school and they're really popular in Europe but should I remove the coating with a wet towel first before crushing them to fine powder?
 

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