Venting Why.

[uselessness]

i want to tell why i want to do this. I'm failing academically, dont have motivation, was sexually harassed and have no faith in humanity.

 

[_Alfarooq_]

i want to tell why i want to do this. I'm failing academically, dont have motivation, was sexually harassed and have no faith in humanity.

I'm also failing, your not alone. I'm failing an A level, My exams are in October, oh and what month is it? Oh it's August ALREADY?, wow time has gone so fast! I have been procrastinating for so long! I have been procrastinating since that day I got back from my vacation in september last year, and I have been suffering from depression since March this year. I am 0% ready for my exams, I don't want to do them. I dread the day my parents find out I haven't been studying all this time. What am I going to do? Oh, I have 2 options. Either run away and abandon this family forever (They haven't been good to me at all,) or I will plan to CTB before October. Better than my dad killing me his own way.

 

[TheMetalhead]

I can relate to it as a person who's been sexually harassed while being only 8, I dropped out of university due to my suicidal behaviour and not being able to put work and studies together. Those are a part of a big puzzle on why I want to CTB.

 

[FuneralCry]

This human species truly is so horrible to me, it disgusts me how humans create so much harm in this disgusting world, I understand why you'd wish to be free as existence is just too cruel, having the ability to suffer is something so dreadful to me.