Why you (probably) shouldn't CTB

[diseasedPOS]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

If this is true…no wait, can't be true. If God exists, it's solely for the purpose of creating and destroying human beings. What a dick bag.

 

[Vivir_O_No]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

I too had many of this delusions. I saw chakra, saw Satan, saw Hell, saw my "spiritual animals". Everything was pure bullshit, a result of my schizophrenia caused by long term sleep deprivation.

Fuck off.

 

[soapgoat]

If this is true…no wait, can't be true. If God exists, it's solely for the purpose of creating and destroying human beings. What a dick bag.

Tf is wrong with you how can you talk about God like that. I can understand if you disagree with Christianity or don't believe in it but calling him a dick is too far

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

You do know suicide isn't a sin, right? Sure, you could look at the 10 commandments and say it says "Thou shalt not kill," but that's actually an inaccurate translation. When you look at the Hebrew and it's translation, it's "לא תרצח" which directly translates to "you shall not murder"

There is a distinction between murder and killing. All murder is killing, but not all killing is murder. In the Old Testament, God commanded people be stoned to death for crimes, and some were killed for being wicked and it was justified. Murder is unjustified killing. So to prove suicide is a sin, you must prove first that it is an unjustified killing.

 

[NeverHis]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

Okay, and,...?
What did this socalled god say or do? How does he/she/it plan to help the people on this site?

I've had some experiences I can't explain with drugs, psychosis or whatever else myself, including being pushed back down by a giant hand outside what looked like the pearly gates.
That still hasn't stopped me from trying to CTB again.

I've begged Jesus for a conversation, since he at least was human at one point and thus understand how hard it is here, unlike the monster who created this hellhole. But no.
I've been dragged back by demons, I've even been face to face with what I thought was Satan.

None of it has stopped me from trying to CTB again, simply because scaring me into staying here isn't going to work. I don't stop going to malls because there might be terrorists there any more than I stop trying to die because there might be an afterlife or spirits. I can't see it with my regular senses in my day to day life, so for all I know, it's a figment of my imagination.

If there are spirits or something else out there that wants to keep me here against my will, they have sinister purposes, and I'll deal with them when I'm in spirit and able to take them on. I am too limited in my human body, it's not an equal playing field. If they think life here in this hellhole is so important, they can do it themselves.

If the afterlife is worse, well.... I'll deal with that when I have to. It's not like I can go back once I'm there.
Even if reincarnation is real, it won't be in this body, with the same people around me. I might succeed with whatever plans they have for me if I meet different people?

But so far, I have no reliable method of Cathcing The Bus. So while waiting at the bus stop, I might as well try to obtain Moksha/Nirvana. And maybe I'll then manage Sadhana and reach Samadhi.
People claim this sort of meditation makes it easier to deal with life. It doesn't, I'd still try to CTB if I found a way. Heck, I've been trying this past week even though I don't have a safe way. But one way or another, I will get out of this. Even if I have to wait for age to get me. It's a game I can only win, even if it currently looks like I'm losing.

 

[J&L383]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

 

[Depressive_Thoughts]

Whats wrong with going to God if he exsists?

lol

 

[diseasedPOS]

Tf is wrong with you how can you talk about God like that. I can understand if you disagree with Christianity or don't believe in it but calling him a dick is too far

How dare I look around, see that life requires suffering, and formulate opinions about that which 'they' say is responsible for it all. And how to extract oneself from the experience of being set on fire for eternity? Go fellate God's ego for the rest of time.

Created to suffer. Guaranteed to burn forever if not in service of the Almightiest ego ever.

Not a dick bag at all.

What a thing he's got going. An upgrade would be for him to treat us the way we treat domesticated animals, like dogs, and not come out and lie to society that we're all equal. Jesus Christ has dunked repeatedly and violently on countless souls over the eons, and will continue to do so until he is satiated, if that point ever comes.

 

[soapgoat]

How dare I look around, see that life requires suffering, and formulate opinions about that which 'they' say is responsible for it all. And how to extract oneself from the experience of being set on fire for eternity? Go fellate God's ego for the rest of time.

Created to suffer. Guaranteed to burn forever if not in service of the Almightiest ego ever.

Not a dick bag at all.

What a thing he's got going. An upgrade would be for him to treat us the way we treat domesticated animals, like dogs, and not come out and lie to society that we're all equal. Jesus Christ has dunked repeatedly and violently on countless souls over the eons, and will continue to do so until he is satiated, if that point ever comes.

From one suicidal person to another I can at least understand where you are coming from. In 2024 alone I said I hate you God 3 times but when I calmed down I realized my problems weren't with God and I shouldn't of been so disrespectful.

God might just be the most humble being in existence. Throughout the new testament he plays the servant role many times and does things for people that no one else would have done. The crowd he's preaching to calls him demon possessed in John 7:20 and he doesn't respond with anger or pride. Matthew 8: 1-4 he heals and touches a dirty leper which no one would talk to let alone touch. John 13 1-17 jesus knows he will be crucifed soon and as one of his last acts he washes the feet of his disciples. A god has no buisness getting on his knees and washing the dirtiest part of the human body but he did it anyway. Most importantly God comes to earth to be crucified and limits himself to a human to die so we can live as well.

We weren't created to suffer, we were made to live in peace and harmony with God in the garden of eden. We only brought sin and suffering to this world based on our free will. He eases our suffering many times like when he did miracles to heal the sick. He fees Isreal from slavery after they cried to him exodus 2:23-25. Whenever he does inflict suffering its always for a purpose which is shown through the book of job. He ruins jobs life to teach him that God has a plan for everything and when job repents of his sin he's blessed with a beautiful life and later dies happily of old age. In the second coming of christ he will come back to earth and fix all the evil and suffering.

Heaven and hell are based on of god and not of god instead of good and evil. Heaven is paradise because that's where God lives and hell sucks because there is no presence of God there. We are all predetermined to go to hell because we always mess up, push God away, and do things he doesnt like. The only entity who was righteous enough to be in heaven is God himself. If we have a relationship with him we will allow us into heaven to be with him and if we reject him he respects that and he will leave you alone and you go to hell like you were supposed to. By crucifixion he took all our sin and punishment and experienced hell himself so we didn't have to. I think it's better to see heaven as a reward instead of focusing on hell being a punishment.

Tldr god shows humility many times, all suffering has a purpose and God tries to lighten it many times. We weren't even meant to be in this horrible world but Adam and eve fumbled. Heaven Is a gift where he saves us from hell which we deserve. Hell is without God so it sucks and heaven is closest to God so it's nice. If you spend your life without him you will continue to for eternity and vice versa you make that choice. Sorry if this is too long

 

[diseasedPOS]

From one suicidal person to another I can at least understand where you are coming from. In 2024 alone I said I hate you God 3 times but when I calmed down I realized my problems weren't with God and I shouldn't of been so disrespectful.

God might just be the most humble being in existence. Throughout the new testament he plays the servant role many times and does things for people that no one else would have done. The crowd he's preaching to calls him demon possessed in John 7:20 and he doesn't respond with anger or pride. Matthew 8: 1-4 he heals and touches a dirty leper which no one would talk to let alone touch. John 13 1-17 jesus knows he will be crucifed soon and as one of his last acts he washes the feet of his disciples. A god has no buisness getting on his knees and washing the dirtiest part of the human body but he did it anyway. Most importantly God comes to earth to be crucified and limits himself to a human to die so we can live as well.

We weren't created to suffer, we were made to live in peace and harmony with God in the garden of eden. We only brought sin and suffering to this world based on our free will. He eases our suffering many times like when he did miracles to heal the sick. He fees Isreal from slavery after they cried to him exodus 2:23-25. Whenever he does inflict suffering its always for a purpose which is shown through the book of job. He ruins jobs life to teach him that God has a plan for everything and when job repents of his sin he's blessed with a beautiful life and later dies happily of old age. In the second coming of christ he will come back to earth and fix all the evil and suffering.

Heaven and hell are based on of god and not of god instead of good and evil. Heaven is paradise because that's where God lives and hell sucks because there is no presence of God there. We are all predetermined to go to hell because we always mess up, push God away, and do things he doesnt like. The only entity who was righteous enough to be in heaven is God himself. If we have a relationship with him we will allow us into heaven to be with him and if we reject him he respects that and he will leave you alone and you go to hell like you were supposed to. By crucifixion he took all our sin and punishment and experienced hell himself so we didn't have to. I think it's better to see heaven as a reward instead of focusing on hell being a punishment.

Tldr god shows humility many times, all suffering has a purpose and God tries to lighten it many times. We weren't even meant to be in this horrible world but Adam and eve fumbled. Heaven Is a gift where he saves us from hell which we deserve. Hell is without God so it sucks and heaven is closest to God so it's nice. If you spend your life without him you will continue to for eternity and vice versa you make that choice. Sorry if this is too long

Not too long. Thanks for the articulation of where you're coming from. It still doesn't resolve for me why I would "go to hell like I am supposed to", but I also don't think the answer to that lies in Biblical texts.