Why you (probably) shouldn't CTB

[diseasedPOS]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

If this is true…no wait, can't be true. If God exists, it's solely for the purpose of creating and destroying human beings. What a dick bag.

 

[Vivir_O_No]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

I too had many of this delusions. I saw chakra, saw Satan, saw Hell, saw my "spiritual animals". Everything was pure bullshit, a result of my schizophrenia caused by long term sleep deprivation.

Fuck off.

 

[soapgoat]

If this is true…no wait, can't be true. If God exists, it's solely for the purpose of creating and destroying human beings. What a dick bag.

Tf is wrong with you how can you talk about God like that. I can understand if you disagree with Christianity or don't believe in it but calling him a dick is too far

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

You do know suicide isn't a sin, right? Sure, you could look at the 10 commandments and say it says "Thou shalt not kill," but that's actually an inaccurate translation. When you look at the Hebrew and it's translation, it's "לא תרצח" which directly translates to "you shall not murder"

There is a distinction between murder and killing. All murder is killing, but not all killing is murder. In the Old Testament, God commanded people be stoned to death for crimes, and some were killed for being wicked and it was justified. Murder is unjustified killing. So to prove suicide is a sin, you must prove first that it is an unjustified killing.

 

[NeverHis]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

Okay, and,...?
What did this socalled god say or do? How does he/she/it plan to help the people on this site?

I've had some experiences I can't explain with drugs, psychosis or whatever else myself, including being pushed back down by a giant hand outside what looked like the pearly gates.
That still hasn't stopped me from trying to CTB again.

I've begged Jesus for a conversation, since he at least was human at one point and thus understand how hard it is here, unlike the monster who created this hellhole. But no.
I've been dragged back by demons, I've even been face to face with what I thought was Satan.

None of it has stopped me from trying to CTB again, simply because scaring me into staying here isn't going to work. I don't stop going to malls because there might be terrorists there any more than I stop trying to die because there might be an afterlife or spirits. I can't see it with my regular senses in my day to day life, so for all I know, it's a figment of my imagination.

If there are spirits or something else out there that wants to keep me here against my will, they have sinister purposes, and I'll deal with them when I'm in spirit and able to take them on. I am too limited in my human body, it's not an equal playing field. If they think life here in this hellhole is so important, they can do it themselves.

If the afterlife is worse, well.... I'll deal with that when I have to. It's not like I can go back once I'm there.
Even if reincarnation is real, it won't be in this body, with the same people around me. I might succeed with whatever plans they have for me if I meet different people?

But so far, I have no reliable method of Cathcing The Bus. So while waiting at the bus stop, I might as well try to obtain Moksha/Nirvana. And maybe I'll then manage Sadhana and reach Samadhi.
People claim this sort of meditation makes it easier to deal with life. It doesn't, I'd still try to CTB if I found a way. Heck, I've been trying this past week even though I don't have a safe way. But one way or another, I will get out of this. Even if I have to wait for age to get me. It's a game I can only win, even if it currently looks like I'm losing.

 

[J&L383]

I know this might sound crazy. But in February 2023 God revealed himself to me. I was a radical atheist for 30 years. But now I KNOW that God exists.

So when you CTB, keep in mind, you will go to God. Trust me, he does exist!!!

So be careful.

 

[Depressive_Thoughts]

Whats wrong with going to God if he exsists?

lol