Discussion Why was I born?

[GiveUp]

Does anyone else ask themself why they were put on this earth? Why they were born? To me, my existence has been so pointless.

 

[gnomeboy17]

Yes I totally get this. I guess that's part of the reason I want to ctb. Less that I want to die but more just that I should never have been born anyway. I'll never be successful enough, I'll never be happy enough, rich enough, smart enough,,, you get the point. I feel like I'm too old to start improving my life now so guess I'll have to die

 

[GiveUp]

A couple of times, I asked myself where I'd go if I could go back in time and change things. And I keep going further and further back throughout my life history and thinking, nope, nope, nope. And finally I get to my birth and that's the ah-ha moment I'd change.

 

[Goldfinch]

Does anyone else ask themself why they were put on this earth? Why they were born? To me, my existence has been so pointless.

yes all the time , it gets worse at certain times and becomes almost too much.

 

[one4all]

A couple of times, I asked myself where I'd go if I could go back in time and change things. And I keep going further and further back throughout my life history and thinking, nope, nope, nope. And finally I get to my birth and that's the ah-ha moment I'd change.

I like the concept of being able to go back in time, to try and change things i felt i screwed up. But i always think about the Butterfly Effect.