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somiseriously

somiseriously

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Apr 28, 2026
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I dropped out but now im going to an open uni but i dont really want to, my parents made me. I have 0 friends and can't make any anyways. I dont know , I have no passion, goal, talent etc. Therapy and meds don't work. I don't love myself. I know other people have it worse. And I don't think I can handle a job either but it's not like I'm homeless I hate myself for feeling this way even though my situation isn't that bad I feel like an entitled piece of shit. I'm just so confused
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I have no passion, goal, talent etc.
Same here.
for those of us with no passion for anything, why be forced to live?

Those with passion for something, they likely enjoy life. If that passion is paying the bills.

But for people like us, it should be our choice.

It's frustrating. We should have access to peaceful death. No different than our pets.
 
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alexd

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Aug 9, 2026
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same really, every hobby I try it always ends terribly, therapist love to tell me that Im creative or whatever but its just cope, I dont think I am, if I was I wouldnt be this miserable
 
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SpreadingEnergy

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Jul 28, 2026
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The only thing keeping me going is participating in Physics to better understand what this Hell is but damn I am so stupid compared to my peers. They all seem to actually enjoy math. If I dont get into grad school im ctb, or idk maybe even before then im too stupid for this whole endeavor. I have learned interesting things from Physics though that helped me understand life better and why we showed up here.
 

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