Whynot32

Whynot32

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Jan 13, 2020
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A fatal dose of pure fent is a measly 2mg, or 0.002g.

a gram seems to retail for $200 USD on one of the markets.

This might be the most effective and low cost method to CTB.
Really curious, those settled on F how much are you planning to take?
I'm planning on 2 grams.
 
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Zoltiel

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We're asleep in life's waiting room
Jan 7, 2020
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I'm planning on 2 grams.

Curious as to why you've chosen to do 2g. Even 1g is overkill in my opinion. With 1g pure fent, the OD is 2mg, so you have 500x more than you need if it's really pure (long shot). And even if it was 1% pure you would still have 5x the amount you need to OD.
 
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Whynot32

Whynot32

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Curious as to why you've chosen to do 2g. Even 1g is overkill in my opinion. With 1g pure fent, the OD is 2mg, so you have 500x more than you need if it's really pure (long shot). And even if it was 1% pure you would still have 5x the amount you need to OD.
I think the extra $200 is good money well spent on premium insurance.
 
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Supersadmommy90

Supersadmommy90

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I think I've done enough to know it's not for me. Fasting, taking medications for days beforehand and not to mention the recent first hand experience of one user video chatting with another who used this method and it sounding really unpleasant. Yes, it's affordable and easy access, so is a rope. Sounds unpleasant and I don't really want my throat burning while I pass.

This is really just, wow. Must have been quite the scene.Is there an original thread available for reading on the users experience in question? It would seem that the bodys reaction to SN poisoning could land you in an unpredictable situation that might not be what one had in mind beforehand. I am very curious @Whynot32
 
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Nov 5, 2019
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I see a good balance of informative discussions + stupid questions + good questions + interpersonal conflicts

Personally, I endured hours of agony to push a kid out of my ripped vagina, which is the most pointless thing I've done in my life by far. Sure I can put up with moderate discomfort from an SN death, which will be the most meaningful thing I do in my entire life. Not sure when I'll ctb. Unopened and properly stored SN has a super long shelf life. PS, I like to hoard a large amount of it; it's like my pacifier.
 
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Whynot32

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I see a good balance of informative discussions + stupid questions + good questions + interpersonal conflicts

Personally, I endured hours of agony to push a kid out of my ripped vagina, which is the most pointless thing I've done in my life by far. Sure I can put up with moderate discomfort from an SN death, which will be the most meaningful thing I do in my entire life. Not sure when I'll ctb. Unopened and properly stored SN has a super long shelf life. PS, I like to hoard a large amount of it; it's like my pacifier.
F has a great shelf life as well. It does not break down like aspirin or Tylenol which can make you sick after long storage periods. F is synthetic, keep it in a area under 75 degrees vacuum sealed without moisture and it will last indefinitely.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
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This is really just, wow. Must have been quite the scene.Is there an original thread available for reading on the users experience in question? It would seem that the bodys reaction to SN poisoning could land you in an unpredictable situation that might not be what one had in mind beforehand. I am very curious @Whynot32
I think they're referring to Moonicide's documentation
Here's the goodbye thread and details of experience
 
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Whynot32

Whynot32

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I think they're referring to Moonicide's documentation
Here's the goodbye thread and details of experience
Thanks, I couldn't remember where it was.
 
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Dwnwrdsprl

Dwnwrdsprl

Every living creature on this earth dies alone
Jan 18, 2020
39
A guy one town over from me bought F and got arrested for intent to distribute when it was discovered en route to his house. We're in the midst of an F crisis here so I think they authorities are on really high alert for that kind of thing.

I don't want to deal with that & SN was easily purchased from a local meat shop. It's a simple risk vs reward problem for me. If you can get F without that being a huge risk where you are, I totally get that being the preferred method.
 
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A guy one town over from me bought F and got arrested for intent to distribute when it was discovered en route to his house. We're in the midst of an F crisis here so I think they authorities are on really high alert for that kind of thing.

I don't want to deal with that & SN was easily purchased from a local meat shop. It's a simple risk vs reward problem for me. If you can get F without that being a huge risk where you are, I totally get that being the preferred method.
Any idea if it was a small or large amount?
 
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
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If you think about what the body tries to do to survive and the way Methomoglobinemia works (depriving oxygen), then it's not that "unexpected"
It's pretty obvious. (SN)
 
Dwnwrdsprl

Dwnwrdsprl

Every living creature on this earth dies alone
Jan 18, 2020
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Any idea if it was a small or large amount?
They didn't release the amount but, in large busts, they usually like to brag about the amount. I haven't been able to find out anything except it was purchased on the dark Web and he apparently intended to CTB. This part is all secondhand info but, a reliable source.
 
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Zoltiel

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We're asleep in life's waiting room
Jan 7, 2020
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A guy one town over from me bought F and got arrested for intent to distribute when it was discovered en route to his house. We're in the midst of an F crisis here so I think they authorities are on really high alert for that kind of thing.

I don't want to deal with that & SN was easily purchased from a local meat shop. It's a simple risk vs reward problem for me. If you can get F without that being a huge risk where you are, I totally get that being the preferred method.

This is why it is good to check your states/nation's laws regarding what amount would result in a trafficking charge. In my state, it is 4g for opioids. If the charge is just minor possession, there will be less of a chance they will waste resources on it. They are looking for the big front page news busts.
 
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They didn't release the amount but, in large busts, they usually like to brag about the amount. I haven't been able to find out anything except it was purchased on the dark Web and he apparently intended to CTB. This part is all secondhand info but, a reliable source.
And roughly speaking, where are you located ?
 
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And roughly speaking, where are you located ?
@Whynot32 I notice your "shocked" reaction to my question : ¬ ) You'll notice I used the word "roughly".
It is common on this forum to reveal approximate whereabouts when it is relevant to the discussion.
In this case, it may be useful for other people in that rough region to be aware of the situation, which is why I asked....
 
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A guy one town over from me bought F and got arrested for intent to distribute when it was discovered en route to his house. We're in the midst of an F crisis here so I think they authorities are on really high alert for that kind of thing.

I don't want to deal with that & SN was easily purchased from a local meat shop. It's a simple risk vs reward problem for me. If you can get F without that being a huge risk where you are, I totally get that being the preferred method.

Was this guy under anyone's watch for any particular reason? Did he attract any kind of unusual attention?

A more serious charge under the Act is trafficking in or possessing for the purposes of trafficking any controlled substance under the Act. This charge is usually laid when a person has some equipment, such as weigh scales or plastic bags generally associated with the distribution or sale of drugs, or is found with a quantity too large to be reasonably considered personal use. To get a conviction, the Crown prosecutor must prove two essential elements. First, it must be demonstrated that you trafficked in the substance or that you offered to traffic in the substance. Second, the drug or substance must fall within one of the prohibited categories stated in the Controlled Drugs and Substances Act. <Source>

I'm super curious how they intend to prove that first element, unless this person offered to share it with friends or something.
 
Sunshine

Sunshine

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Jan 11, 2019
205
Yeah, I would also look into F. The way Moons (may she rest in peace) CTB was described did not sound too pleasant... like, her struggling to breathe while conscious and also saying fuck, fuck, fuck. But do they even sell pure F on the darknet? I think last time I checked I couldn't even find a single person selling F but maybe I looked for a wrong name?

Is there a way to check the purity of F?
 
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Was this guy under anyone's watch for any particular reason? Did he attract any kind of unusual attention?



I'm super curious how they intend to prove that first element, unless this person offered to share it with friends or something.
I think it partly goes on quantity, eg 4g or more, depending on local definitions, etc....
 
56709

56709

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Jun 4, 2019
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SN is cheap and easy to come by(it's not even regulated in the US) and is considered a relatively fail-proof and peaceful... they don't have to risk it being picked up on and intercepted, etc.
I strongly considered accompanying my method with opioids to make it more peaceful and painless, but only enough for the analgesic and anxiolytic effects.
 
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I think it partly goes on quantity, eg 4g or more, depending on local definitions, etc....

I guess receiving it is enough to warrant the definition of "trafficking". I can't find any specific guidelines on how much that would be for fentanyl, but again even at the smallest dose i found you can buy you can kill 200 grown opiate naive adults.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Yeah, I would also look into F. The way Moons (may she rest in peace) CTB was described did not sound too pleasant... like, her struggling to breathe while conscious and also saying fuck, fuck, fuck. But do they even sell pure F on the darknet? I think last time I checked I couldn't even find a single person selling F but maybe I looked for a wrong name?

Is there a way to check the purity of F?
Apparently only way to know would be to send it to a lab (eg the one in spain) that does testing, although first you might want to check what range of things they can successfully test for, eg in case it were some "exotic" variant that they don't have the parameters for....
 
Whynot32

Whynot32

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Jan 13, 2020
49
Yeah, I would also look into F. The way Moons (may she rest in peace) CTB was described did not sound too pleasant... like, her struggling to breathe while conscious and also saying fuck, fuck, fuck. But do they even sell pure F on the darknet? I think last time I checked I couldn't even find a single person selling F but maybe I looked for a wrong name?

Is there a way to check the purity of F?
No there is not a way to check. This is one of the problems with the heroin epidemic is there no way to tell. A benefit however from buying on the dark market is that there is plenty of feedback from reputable buyers. There is ratings for vendors just like eBay and responses from buyers will tell you how strong it is. Regardless, 2 grams is going to do the job no matter what.
Well, one of the major set backs I've discovered is that you need a prescription for an IV bag. I was unaware of this.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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No there is not a way to check. This is one of the problems with the heroin epidemic is there no way to tell. A benefit however from buying on the dark market is that there is plenty of feedback from reputable buyers. There is ratings for vendors just like eBay and responses from buyers will tell you how strong it is. Regardless, 2 grams is going to do the job no matter what.
Well, one of the major set backs I've discovered is that you need a prescription for an IV bag. I was unaware of this.
@Whynot32 : Please see my reply above.... There's a testing lab in spain that can be used for such things. It has been used before by various people here, and those people have then shared results with other members here, to verify product purity for particular vendors...
 
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Whynot32

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Jan 13, 2020
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I
OK, so how do you do it? Like everything else, it's easy if you know how. I don't know how.
Sorry it took me longer that expected. I posted method and guide here.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-megathread-the-ultimate-pain-free-bus.30428/
 
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goomsoom

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Jan 17, 2020
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Sorry it took me longer that expected. I posted method and guide here.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-megathread-the-ultimate-pain-free-bus.30428/
Link not working.
 
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Dwnwrdsprl

Every living creature on this earth dies alone
Jan 18, 2020
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Was this guy under anyone's watch for any particular reason? Did he attract any kind of unusual attention?
He must have but, I am not certain. It's too big of a risk for me. Any powders and pills are highly suspicious and I'm fairly certain my mail is already flagged for ordering cannabis edibles online long before it was legal here. Too big of a risk for my situation
 
Whynot32

Whynot32

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Jan 13, 2020
49
Link not working.
I needed to edit so it did not contain links, my apologies.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...megathread-the-ultimate-pain-free-exit.30451/
Updated:

Megathread on F and guide to Dark Market as promised.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...megathread-the-ultimate-pain-free-exit.30451/
 
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