Why is everything so goddamn DIFFICULT

[woofwag]

So after a 5-hour training last week for a home care aide job for the elderly, I FINALLY got contacted yesterday for a follow-up interview. Yay amazing, but then they said I need my social security card along with my driver's license apparently it's a federal thing that I have to have both, but that would've been nice to know before I was contacted for a second interview!!!! So now I have to wait for my mom to mail me my social security card before I can even schedule the second interview, then I can do the second interview, and then I can finally have a small chance at getting the job since I have no real job experience anyway yippee!!!!

Why does everything have to be so convoluted like this. I have to jump through a million hoops to get anything fucking done. The best part is that I have POTS, so idek if I can feasibly work this job. I might just end up collapsing first day and be shit out of luck on getting a job since NOWHERE ELSE AROUND HERE IS FUCKING HIRING. I have applied to multiple online jobs, but ofc the ones that aren't scams require experience, and the ones that are actually feasible for me to work never get back to me anyway. Whatever. It's fucking fine! I have no choice but to deal with all this shit unless I want to be homeless since I'm nearly out of money.

So dumb but all I want is money to get fucked up with people. Gods once I get that first paycheck I am partying till I am blackout drunk. It's gonna be a fucking blast and all my roomies are on board :3 but until then ig I have to deal with all this bullshit!! And even if I do get this job, somehow I have a feeling there will still always be more bullshit to come. Shit crappens.

 

[fedup1982]

Yeh life is fucking hard. Idfk how people cope

 

[woofwag]

Yeh life is fucking hard. Idfk how people cope

Same. I'm trying and I'm still on the edge. I hate everything

 

[London2005]

life is unfortunately hell on earth but I am going to keep going out of spite

 

[Sheepskin]

So after a 5-hour training last week for a home care aide job for the elderly, I FINALLY got contacted yesterday for a follow-up interview. Yay amazing, but then they said I need my social security card along with my driver's license apparently it's a federal thing that I have to have both, but that would've been nice to know before I was contacted for a second interview!!!! So now I have to wait for my mom to mail me my social security card before I can even schedule the second interview, then I can do the second interview, and then I can finally have a small chance at getting the job since I have no real job experience anyway yippee!!!!

Why does everything have to be so convoluted like this. I have to jump through a million hoops to get anything fucking done. The best part is that I have POTS, so idek if I can feasibly work this job. I might just end up collapsing first day and be shit out of luck on getting a job since NOWHERE ELSE AROUND HERE IS FUCKING HIRING. I have applied to multiple online jobs, but ofc the ones that aren't scams require experience, and the ones that are actually feasible for me to work never get back to me anyway. Whatever. It's fucking fine! I have no choice but to deal with all this shit unless I want to be homeless since I'm nearly out of money.

So dumb but all I want is money to get fucked up with people. Gods once I get that first paycheck I am partying till I am blackout drunk. It's gonna be a fucking blast and all my roomies are on board :3 but until then ig I have to deal with all this bullshit!! And even if I do get this job, somehow I have a feeling there will still always be more bullshit to come. Shit crappens.

Good luck with your job, hope POTS won't get in the way too much. Just living is becoming increasingly more tedious by the day and the employment market is one of the reasons why.

I really resonate with your sentiment on wanting money just for partying. Have fun whenever you get your paycheck!!

 

[Hollowman]

It's good you're able to look forward to something, I can't do that.

 

[woofwag]

Good luck with your job, hope POTS won't get in the way too much. Just living is becoming increasingly more tedious by the day and the employment market is one of the reasons why.

I really resonate with your sentiment on wanting money just for partying. Have fun whenever you get your paycheck!!

It really is. I'm already so burnt out and now I'm expected to be able to work a job when I have no experience anyway? It's fucking BS.

I had a dream last night that I busted out the long island concentrate in my freezer and guzzled it down with some friends lol. Probably also cuz my plug called me last night randomly and talked for like an hour so now it's really on the mind. I hate needing money to live.