Why don’t you use SN?

[Art92]

fear of vomiting. And it may not be fast enough. I will use jump

 

[stygal]

I'm still too scared to just fucking take it!!!
Why? Idk, too many "what if's"
Y'all seem so brave to just down it.
At some point (next year) I'll have to since other methods seem even more scary and unpredictable.

 

[8evergo]

difficult to decide maybe SN or just jumping the sound breaking the bones hand in hand with a CTB partner is nice too

 

[Art92]

I'm still too scared to just fucking take it!!!
Why? Idk, too many "what if's"
Y'all seem so brave to just down it.
At some point (next year) I'll have to since other methods seem even more scary and unpredictable.

I am also afraid. And I thought about a more peaceful way out. I'll rent a room on the 50th floor, take drugs and alcohol and jump

 

[stygal]

I am also afraid. And I thought about a more peaceful way out. I'll rent a room on the 50th floor, take drugs and alcohol and jump

Jumping would scare me too...because nobody can guarantee you that you wouldn't survive it (there are some crazy stories about even plan crash survivors from unimaginable heights)
I'm just a major overthinker.
Only option for me would be to go without fear would be to get euthanasia legally but that won't ever happen.
:(
But I hope plan works tho!

 

[8evergo]

the best choice unfortunately in my country there is no possibility to jump from such a height

 

[Hangman]

My reason is, based on what I've read, that after you take it there's multiple different symptoms in your body indicating you the progression of its effects and that can scare me and cause survival instinct to kick in. I may force myself to throw up and call paramedics and that likely means trip (again) to psychiatric ward.

 

[Art92]

the best choice unfortunately in my country there is no possibility to jump from such a height

you can try the buterate method. You can sleep in the bathroom or in the cold. After taking a high dose of buterate, you will be in anesthesia for several hours

 

[Idontrecognizemyself]

I had never ever heard of SN prior to joining SS. For years my method has been charcoal. Just seems nice .

The SN threads were initially interesting to me, I feel like that's as close to an instant death pill as you can reasonably get. Every method has it's downsides, nausea and pain are actually nicer than some of the side effects that you get with actual prescription psych meds, for recovery, all things considered. My issue with SN is how illusive it is treated on here. There's a whole ordeal to aquire it, half the people seem get get scammed, it costs an obscene amount of money from what I've heard (I saw an upwards of $700), except I also saw one person got it at WALMART for $11 (?????) - it's a game I'm just not really interested in playing. There's something to be said for how easy/ quick it seems to use, but in a forum for making death an option and accessible, I just think it's funny that everyone treats this as the gold standard and heavily guards it when it's so inaccessible geographically & financially.

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

I had never ever heard of SN prior to joining SS. For years my method has been charcoal. Just seems nice .

The SN threads were initially interesting to me, I feel like that's as close to an instant death pill as you can reasonably get. Every method has it's downsides, nausea and pain are actually nicer than some of the side effects that you get with actual prescription psych meds, for recovery, all things considered. My issue with SN is how illusive it is treated on here. There's a whole ordeal to aquire it, half the people seem get get scammed, it costs an obscene amount of money from what I've heard (I saw an upwards of $700), except I also saw one person got it at WALMART for $11 (?????) - it's a game I'm just not really interested in playing. There's something to be said for how easy/ quick it seems to use, but in a forum for making death an option and accessible, I just think it's funny that everyone treats this as the gold standard and heavily guards it when it's so inaccessible geographically & financially.

You're confusing SN with Nembutal. Nembutal is allegedly the gold standard and can cost up to $700. It causes no vomitting and nausea and you just "fall asleep". It is illegal in most countries however which is why a lot of people have been scammed. SN is the cheap, legal one that you can get for the equivalent of $4 in some countries. It's just a type of salt. SN causes nausea and may cause vomitting.

 

[8evergo]

you can try the buterate method. You can sleep in the bathroom or in the cold. After taking a high dose of buterate, you will be in anesthesia for several hours

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[Idontrecognizemyself]

You're confusing SN with Nembutal. Nembutal is allegedly the gold standard and can cost up to $700. It causes no vomitting and nausea and you just "fall asleep". It is illegal in most countries however which is why a lot of people have been scammed. SN is the cheap, legal one that you can get for the equivalent of $4 in some countries. It's just a type of salt. SN causes nausea and may cause vomitting

Oh my gosh my bad! Thank you for correcting me haha

 

[Art92]

personally tried it never got sick. At one moment you are simply not there for several hours

 

[kiuya]

Doesn't it need some type of antiemetic? Getting hold of them is pretty hard since they're all locked behind prescription and no one is going to sell antiemetics illegally..

 

[8evergo]

in our country in every city in the drug scene you can buy it

 

[Dot]

personally tried it never got sick. At one moment you are simply not there for several hours

Wht d u mean

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

The only reason I would potentially not use the SN I already own is that I'm afraid of it having expired potency-wise (bought it about a year ago). Thankfully it seems that this won't be an issue from what I've read since I've yet to break the seal.

 

[mlha]

The whole ordeal with vomiting, fasting is unappealing. Poisoning isn't cut for me. My favorite method is inert gas.

 

[Hurt]

I can't find it

 

[sadnurse]

It doesn't seem that peaceful …and leaves the body blue.. will be frightening for the person finding the body…and requires a lot of preparation….. I think I'm going with N for that reason:

 

[Butterflyfree]

You're confusing SN with Nembutal. Nembutal is allegedly the gold standard and can cost up to $700. It causes no vomitting and nausea and you just "fall asleep". It is illegal in most countries however which is why a lot of people have been scammed. SN is the cheap, legal one that you can get for the equivalent of $4 in some countries. It's just a type of salt. SN causes nausea and may cause vomitting.

@Phia2021 it not only causes nausea and vomiting it causes a really fast heartbeat and severe headache and stomach pain which many people can not handle.

 

[$nowLeopard]

Shallow water blackout. Because it's simple, clean, painless & I like swimming & diving

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Hanging is just so much better.
Also, if I were to really plan out my suicide, I would go with Heroin overdose. Just seems logical

 

[Butterflyfree]

The whole ordeal with vomiting, fasting is unappealing. Poisoning isn't cut for me. My favorite method is inert gas.

@mlha have you done any tests using your inert gas method?

 

[mlha]

@mlha have you done any tests using your inert gas method?

I'm in an initial phase, i.e. researching so I can't do any tests yet, I have only second hand info.

 

[WatermelonMel]

I don't wanna do anything sketchy.
To me, hanging (partial) comes off as simple, cheap and has been used for a long time and that makes me more comfortable committing to it.

SN is effective, but the preparation seems tedious and the symptoms sound unpleasant.

 

[Someone123]

personally tried it never got sick. At one moment you are simply not there for several hours

just curious, what was the dose of sn and what is your weight- did you use the 20 - 25 grams recommended in stan's guide?

I don't wanna do anything sketchy.
To me, hanging (partial) comes off as simple, cheap and has been used for a long time and that makes me more comfortable committing to it.

SN is effective, but the preparation seems tedious and the symptoms sound unpleasant.

There are so many recent posts about partial failing, though- one person posted he tried it 25 times and it still hasn't worked.

I don't have SN. Its hard for me to access it but even if I've it I'm not sure I will use it over full suspension but it would be great to have the option.

My question is to those who don't plan to use SN. Why? And what is your method?

I am also considering both SN and full suspension. Full suspension is reliable if done right, though nothing is 100%, and all you need is a rope and a good place to tie it to - effective and simple. The downsides include that it may take 20 -30 minutes, even though you are supposed to go unconscious much faster, and you might be rescued during this time, mainly due to the body convulsing as it loses oxygen. Failed attempt s can lead to hospitalization, which wi9ll likely be expensive, can lead to job loss, etc. SN, if you can also get the other medications, looks not too bad when it works. but it doesn't always work. Not sure which is a higher percentage method of the two. I'd rather jump if there was a good place for this that I could realistically get to, but there isn't. Jumping from s really high height just seems so easy- just start counting and you'll be gone forever before you get to ten. But I would want at least 200 feet as a rule, and this isn't easy to find- I don't have this option. So, like you, it will be either SN or full suspension is the current plan, though plans can change.

 

[PassingThrough]

Doesn't it need some type of antiemetic? Getting hold of them is pretty hard since they're all locked behind prescription and no one is going to sell antiemetics illegally..

There are several online pharmacies that sell antiemetics and other "benign" drugs (nothing too serious). These sites usually state that "you are allowed to buy this only if you have a prescription from your doctor" but they don't actually ask you for anything. But you are right that buying a prescription drug online is probably illegal (which is a bit ironic considering that buying SN is legal).

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

i don't have money. it probably wouldn't work, and i like my method a lot better....

 

[RealLostSoul]

I guess this thread really is made for me to answer.
I got mine ready in my closet for months now but I am not going to use it despite I may go die soon probably. Why? I am certain I can't get myself to swallow and keep it down. I think downing this or poison, in general, is too eerie to me. More precisely, the waiting after you drank will make my SI skyrocket and make me call for help or vomit. I know that. I am obsessed with details and health-related things, so I am sure I won't be able to keep it down. I don't think it's that peaceful either. It seems like a low-budget suicide method to me and I REALLY want to not have it be a half thing/call for attention shit.. I am afraid of ending up in some institution. So if I am going to do it I will not be resurrected with certainty. I swore that to myself.

So what are my other ideas? Well I won't do anything gory at all, I have too much empathy for other people to expose anyone to that, I don't want suicide to be a messy shitfest, I want to keep it clean and be well dressed. That fact alone dismisses a lot of methods.
My final conclusion is I will probably make a self-made lethal injection. I got an IV drip and will probably try to overdose on morphine.

oh and I also dismissed gas as a method because it is either pretty similar to drinking and waiting (a bit better but still too much time for SI to ruin everything) or you have to have such a high concentration of CO that becoming unconscious is very quick. However, CO is a risk to nearby people so I won't do that.

 

[Lost Magic]

Well, SN is my death of choice (if I can't acquire Nembutal). Before that I was thinking about hanging in the woods and the exit bag. I acquired the nitrogen tank, bag and everything but I had a lot of trouble with the regulator and pressure. So, I abandoned that method. Look, Sodium Nitrite is a poison but it is not a violent death and lots of people have successfully caught the bus with it. Most failures are due to improper planning, not having the extra drugs (that are highly recommended for a more peaceful passing) or being caught and saved. No method is perfect, but it is a good option, if done correctly.