Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
346
I don't want to do propaganda, but this is a good way to disconnect from reality and forget about your problems. Life is still miserable, so if there is nothing to lose, then why not? If you live in the USA, then it seems that all drugs are legalized in Origon, and if you live in Europe, then you can go to Portugal.
 
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BirdSong

Member
Apr 21, 2023
6
It's a temporary solution at best, expensive and often coming with a variety of side effects/downsides. Weed, nitrous, benzos, opiates, psychedelics. Tried them all. Not to say it doesn't work for some people I guess.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,869
I don't want to do propaganda, but this is a good way to disconnect from reality and forget about your problems. Life is still miserable, so if there is nothing to lose, then why not? If you live in the USA, then it seems that all drugs are legalized in Origon, and if you live in Europe, then you can go to Portugal.
You mean drugs for ctb or pain ?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,849
I don't want to become dependant/addicted. I'm sure it starts off fun and rapidly decends into a nightmare. I also wasn't a 'cool' rebellious kid- so- I never really got into drugs, alcohol or smoking. I do drink but not much.

I don't like the idea of being out of control or having a bad trip- or- coming back down to reality from a really good trip even! Most drugs are illegal where I live and I couldn't be bothered to travel just to try them.

That all said- F or H seems like a peaceful way to go out (CTB.) If it were legal- I think that would be the most awesome way to try it- one hit and out!
 
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MentalStefan

MentalStefan

Loser
Jul 3, 2022
265
I am using. I've been addicted to morphine/codeine for 7 years. During the period September 2020-December 2022 I was comletely sober but recently life fucked up again and I see no other way than ctb. I don't really care about my life or health as I'm gonna die anyway so why I should bother. Drugs are fun at the beginning, however when tolerance increases and you need more and more drugs to feel the same effect life begins to suck again (unless you're a billionaire who can spend $100-$200 daily on drugs). I've had a relapse of addiction for 5 months so far but I start experiencing all the bad things related to drug dependence even now. I already have to spend a lot of time and money to get drugs and slowly run out of my "prepare-to-ctb savings". I'm already phisically dependent to morphine and it's a very awful thing, especially for autistic individual like me.
If anyone want to try drugs bc one is sure about ctb then please think twice. Drugs can give you an unexpected "will to live" and you won't want to ctb... at the beginning. Later it's gonna get a lot more worse, probably even worse than you felt before doing drugs.
 
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kwho

kwho

Student
Apr 29, 2023
110
Because i like myself. With all that it entails.

Seeing people being addicted to drugs to escape and avoid is about the saddest things for me to see.
Especially since it doesn't even work for very long, it's mostly just feeding the addiction from some point on. All that effort of living and then not even for themselves but to feed that parasite! Heartbreaking.
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,346
Because I've spent my life taking the medicines prescribed by the doctors and I'm fed up with the side effects and the sequelae they leave behind.
I hate chemistry, be it medically recommended or recreationally related.. also I'm antisocial so nothing pressures me or induces me to take drugs for pure fun. And most importantly, I don't want to lose myself, I'm the only person I can always rely on in the hardest times of my life and that means I need to keep my head clear and in place to to be able to deal with whatever comes my way (even if I really can't, I don't care, I'm a bigot like that).

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Perquè m'he passat la vida prenent els medicaments que m'han receptat els metges i n'he acabat ben fart dels efectes secundaris i de les seqüeles que deixen.
Odio la química, sigui per recomanació médica o vinculada al oci.. a més sóc asocial, així que res em pressiona o m'indueix a prendre drogues per pura diversió. I el que és més important, no vull perdre'm a mi mateix, sóc l'única persona en qui podré confiar sempre en els moments més durs de la meva vida i això vol dir que necessito tenir el cap clar i al seu lloc per poder fer front a tot el que es presenti (encara que realment no pugui no m'importa, sóc així de capsigrany).
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
495
I have enough trouble staying myself as is, I don't need substances that influence me in a way that makes it even harder.
 
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Challu

Challu

Life boat
Aug 29, 2022
260
Strict parents, then my religious beliefs into my young adulthood and onward.
 
hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
Even here in the US, its not easy as people think to start doing them. Plus i dont wanna be alive living in shitty ways like i see most addicts do
 
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kindalone

Student
Mar 1, 2023
197
I've been using for a while and it honestly just prolongs the suffering. I have come to depend on the drugs to get through mild discomforts like talking to my father. I feel "happy" when I use but it just clouds my view and makes me not see preventable dangers ahead of me. I almost got ran over by a car yesterday, because I was high. Not necessarily the way I want to go out. Especially with my little sister right next to me. I'm "functional" in a sense that I can work albeit somewhat slowly. It's not really a solution for anything. But it sure makes the hell less painful for the duration of the high.
 
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Absolute Chips

Absolute Chips

Learning the physics of Death
May 6, 2023
20
1. It's just a temporary escape
2. Drugs are regulated heavily in my country (somewhere in south east Asia)
3. I don't wanna get addicted
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,040
its a fantasy canp, u cant tell if its gonna be fun or not. also the mental side effects, intensifies mental disorders
 
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chloramine

Mage
Apr 18, 2022
505
I'm uncomfortable with not being in control of myself. I no longer trust anyone and if I cannot rely on others then I can't afford to compromise myself. I'm also worried about making things worse than they already are. I will not risk my brain or body for something I will then have to live through.
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
941
Work drug tested me monthly.
Never knew drug users.
I hate feeling fckd up.
I enjoy luxury and looking beautiful.
Better investments.
I'm not about that prison life!
 
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jorheslen428

Member
May 4, 2023
90
Drugs are great at first but after a while they stop working as well and you end up worse off than before. If I had the money though I'd probably be high all the time.
 
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conflagration

Student
Jul 29, 2022
182
I was hooked on codeine for 1.5 year. In the end I don't regret it because it showed me that life can be tolerable, but going to 3 different pharmacies every day, tracking what pharmacies I visited and when, so pharmacists won't figure out that I am addicted (and even with taking precautions I burned more than a few pharmacies which was very embarrassing for me). Physical withdrawals were miserable, and depression that followed was even worse. But in the end I realized 2 things:
1. Life can be tolerable
2. Addiction won't help me in long run
 
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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
binging on them isn't as fun any longer due to chemtrails.

some strains of weed tho are still good for helping someone sleep more.
 
girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
420
im not using drugs because i am high
 
Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
1,685
I don't want to do propaganda, but this is a good way to disconnect from reality and forget about your problems. Life is still miserable, so if there is nothing to lose, then why not? If you live in the USA, then it seems that all drugs are legalized in Origon, and if you live in Europe, then you can go to Portugal.
So was alcohol for me. But eventually I realised that it caused more problems than it solved. Haven't touched a drop for the last 12 years. I have no wish to repeat the experience with drugs of any kind. If I wish to disconnect from reality temporarily, I use work and sleep. When I want to make it permanent, I'll ctb
 
Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
I don't want to do propaganda, but this is a good way to disconnect from reality and forget about your problems. Life is still miserable, so if there is nothing to lose, then why not? If you live in the USA, then it seems that all drugs are legalized in Origon, and if you live in Europe, then you can go to Portugal.
This is one way to make life more hellish for yourself in the long run. I'd rather die than be addicted to drugs, its highly looked down upon in my community and it won't change my circumstances.
 
UsagiDrop

UsagiDrop

“What a beautiful day to haunt the earth.”
Apr 27, 2023
299
but this is a good way to disconnect from reality and forget about your problems.
As someone that uses certain drugs recreationally and took a fair share in the past just because I hated myself enough to try, I can say that in my experience it really is not a good way to disconnect from reality. As mentioned above, your tolerance to any drug will increase as you take it. I can go months or years without a certain drug and it still won't be the same as when I first got high. Chasing that dragon doesn't disconnect you from reality. It alleviates your stress for a short amount of time and then you crash back down into it— if anything it becomes even worse. Throw in certain mental health illnesses and drugs can be a recipe for disaster for some people; ie with my diagnosis xanax was an absolutely terrible idea and something I cannot touch again… until it's time to ctb, probably.

Plus it eats at your money which makes reality like 100x worse imo.
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,517
I used to. I can't afford doing anything to make my mental disorders any worse. I used to give in due to desperation for even temporary relief but I've put my hand on the hot stove too many times and can't really take that route anymore as each time I do, I regret it. That being said, sobriety hasn't really fixed any of my problems. It has only prevented further harm. I still drink caffeine but that's pretty much it.
 
watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
737
i used to, after sometime it started making me very sick. and the next day i felt even worse.
 
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unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
'Cause I'm not druggy. Drugs don't improve just worsen, under the guise of temporary relief like all other bad habits.
 
Source Energy

Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
705
Because I don't like to feel hyper. I don't like to feel drowsy, foggy, incoherent either. The only drug I like and have ever been interested in is MDMA. The high was nice, but I have to be inside, otherwise people would see something is wrong with me. I'm never hyper and garrulous by nature. And the coming down sux - the nausea, headache, insomnia, and generally feeling like crap the next day...hell no. Not to mention that weird smell that starts to come out through all your pores as the body sweats it out. Tried - not worth it.
Heroin doesn't interest me, Coke either, marijuana I can't take the smell...
 

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