Planning on ending it all soon?

[bornin1995]

Hello all,

I am new to this site and came across the site during a google search. I am a 29 year old male who resides in the USA. If you were to have told me 3 years ago I'd be suicidal, I would have laughed in your face.

My life has completely went downhill over the course of the last 2 years. I lost my father to cancer, and I had problems keeping a job, and that eventually led to me being evicted from my apartment. I am currently living back at home with my mother. I feel absolutely worthless and not having my own place is the worst. I owe so much money and I haven't even made an effort to pay anything to get it resolved. I feel like there is absolutely no help I can receive after being evicted as I have spent countless hours looking for ways to get my own place while taking care of my eviction situation.

I feel absolutely worthless and my job has gotten to the point that I can't even stand it. I'm tired of dealing with incompetent people and co-workers. At this point, I feel like I have nothing to live for which brings me to the point of why I'm really here. I heard of a technique I guess you'd call it of stopping blood flow to both veins in the neck and that would seem like the ideal way for me to go. I'm not interested in hanging, gun, ingesting, etc. How could I carry out this and what should I use to help cut blood flow? I understand SI will kick in, but I am over being so miserable. I have nothing to live for.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I heard of a technique I guess you'd call it of stopping blood flow to both veins in the neck and that would seem like the ideal way for me to go.

Welcome to SaSu!

That's hanging or NN. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation. You find lots of info about methods there.

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[bqueenorange1]

Iam same. Was trying to end it this week....wat method is that. Where in USA..I'm in California

 

[honorando]

hey

I kinda get what you are feeling, yes the state you are in is pathetic.
But it is changable, i know some relatives that were poor no real job and lived with their mothers.
Now they have a normal Job live at a small comfortable home.
The conclusion is that: wait and perhaps you change but thats on you, if nothing changed and there is no coming back then it might be a smart desicion of suicide.

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

Well, don't feel guilty. You tried to play this game and you lost (for now). It's up to you to decide whether you want to keep playing or not.

"Life has been honest" with you. It said: "Work, strive, tolerate toxic people and environments, wake up every day and go to work, have money because you won't survive without it, but don't have illusions because at any moment you will get cancer or have an accident that will leave you bedridden. And it won't be cheap. Don't expect anything from me, because when things go wrong, I won't do anything for you."

Basically, that's what life is all about. The greatest illusion that moves millions of people every day since the first inhabitants could barely use their hands. And why do millions accept this game? For a few moments of pleasure, well-being, etc. In those moments, all the indifference, all the cruelty and injustice that affects people every moment all over the world simply doesn't exist. It's just that: each one seeking their individual pleasure. Even if they are the next victim. There is a strong connection between what life is and what the human being is: indifference to what happens beyond one's own existence.