Venting why does every once important person in my life destroy me?

[Suicidal Ideation]

any person i ever trusted with everything, ever gave importance to always ends up ruining me bit by bit until they completely fuck me over and now, it's come to the point where i know even if i try being better, truly all hope i ever had is lost. all good in me is dying. i can never truly be okay, i know it.

and now im developing trust issues.
why? i never fuck anyone over. so why do the people i love so much always fuck me over?

 

[Darkover]

don't think anyone can be trusted with your own happiness people will do anything for their own happiness even hurting those they once loved

 

[FuneralCry]

Sadly so many humans are just so unnecessary cruel, I don't believe that other people can be trusted and relied on, it's awful how they can just very easily make existing much worse, to me humans are the worst species.

 

[Suicidal Ideation]

don't think anyone can be trusted with your own happiness people will do anything for their own happiness even hurting those they once loved

why

 

[Darkover]

why

because relationship falling apart is the default thing that happens to human beings,it's survival of the fittest, nobody can be trusted

 

[Bluebunnysky]

A lot if not most people only want others in their lives who make them feel good and elevated either socially or financially. The minute they feel your value decrease in their eyes they'll drop you like a hat; The whole thing is soulless and empty. Fuckers

 

[HAL 9000]

By mere happenstance that you have encountered people that were not able to value you. There are so many people out there who you have yet to meet that wold not make that same mistake. Widen your search and you undoubtedly will find these people.