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Swan16

Swan16

Am afraid
Apr 7, 2026
14
Why does this have to be so difficult? I just want it to be easy and quick, but it's so difficult, I just want it to be over already. Is there any way to make it easier? Or at the-least quick? Am currently looking at hanging, but pews has caught my attention, I've heard that they can be quick and reliable, if done the right way. Any thoughts?
 
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abramelinthemage

abramelinthemage

New Member
Jun 7, 2024
2
Take stimulants (like amphetamine+ tier, not coffe, obviously) for more than a week, then you are out of dopamine when you stop, suicide urge, not thoughts will arise. Few drinks the day you stop, and you will jump under the nearest truck. Or preferably train.
 
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SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

Member
Mar 29, 2026
32
If you want to ensure a binary outcome, then you're going to have to swallow the bitter bullet and learn patience.

Otherwise, you simply are not ready.
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Swan16

Swan16

Am afraid
Apr 7, 2026
14
Take stimulants (like amphetamine+ tier, not coffe, obviously) for more than a week, then you are out of dopamine when you stop, suicide urge, not thoughts will arise. Few drinks the day you stop, and you will jump under the nearest truck. Or preferably train.
Thanks for the tip ✌🏼
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,060
It is because many humans do all they can to prolong the suffering and torture of others with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and there's just so much evil in anti-suicide, all that anti-suicide people want to do is make it so others suffer for as much and as long as possible in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I see so much terrible extreme cruelty in how the option to cease existing peacefully is denied, to me denying peaceful death is just such a terrible crime, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this torturous existence where I cannot just have the option cease existing in peace, all that anti-suicide does is cause way more torture and harm in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.
 
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