Why do you want to CTB?

[talktomeplease]

Just a question, why do you guys want to CTB?

 

[SinisterKid]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/150806/?q=why+do+you+want+to+CTB&o=relevance

That should keep your inquisitive mind occupied for a whilst. Search facility is your friend here, try using it

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Just a question, why do you guys want to CTB?

life is waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too painful. i don't want it.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/150806/?q=why+do+you+want+to+CTB&o=relevance

That should keep your inquisitive mind occupied for a whilst. Search facility is your friend here, try using it

maybe op just wanted to talk with others, not google-n-read.

 

[Astral316]

No girlfriend, no friends, no family, no job, no car and no money.

 

[Harasaki]

I'm tired of living the same torturing routine everyday, also having zero social life, like I can't even make friends online. And on top of that I have no money and no perpective of things getting better while seeing everyone around me succeed so there's no point on keeping living.

 

[WhiteDespair]

Childhood abuse.

 

[Neverod]

The good old "how do we know we exist?". People just assume we exist, well, i say we don't. And if we do, there's no hope for this world and the human race anymore, the world needs a reset button, but that definetly won't happen anytime soon. Also, i study psychology and philosophy, and through the years i have learn about the human behavior pretty deeply, it's disgusting.
A basic insight (if anyone is curious): Human is selfish by nature, all we do is for ourselves, we can say we hope the best for someone, but we really want that so that they can keep giving us joy, good moments and other benefits that the relationship gives, and so we can feel good about ourselves for being a "good" person.
(ofc this is basic and subjective, but it gives the general idea).

 

[tehdisturbedone]

Just a question, why do you guys want to CTB?

If you must ask, may I ask? why are you here?

I personally cannot find an ounce of happiness in almost everything I like.
and to answer my question to you, I'm here looking for all the alternative viable solutions that I can keep in my back pocket and use when I feel the need

 

[DepressionsAHo]

If you must ask, may I ask? why are you here?

I personally cannot find an ounce of happiness in almost everything I like.
and to answer my question to you, I'm here looking for all the alternative viable solutions that I can keep in my back pocket and use when I feel the need

If you must ask, may I ask? why are you here?

I personally cannot find an ounce of happiness in almost everything I like.
and to answer my question to you, I'm here looking for all the alternative viable solutions that I can keep in my back pocket and use when I feel the need

This person's a pro lifer
She he its looking for ways to dissuade people from doing so.
Stick to the recovery forum and I dont care. Start going to the main forum, I say mind your business. Stick to where you might be wanted . I almost typed it in the thread just before this but I kept it to myself since they stuck to the recovery part.

And to the op. What did you even type to get here? Did you lie or what?
Stick to the recovery part. You're not god. You're not gonna change someone like mes mind. Your empty "it gets better" platitudes are played out and annoying and trying to play around it by saying "PM me if you wanna talk" aren't any less annoying

 

[talktomeplease]

This person's a pro lifer
She he its looking for ways to dissuade people from doing so.
Stick to the recovery forum and I dont care. Start going to the main forum, I say mind your business. Stick to where you might be wanted . I almost typed it in the thread just before this but I kept it to myself since they stuck to the recovery part.

And to the op. What did you even type to get here? Did you lie or what?
Stick to the recovery part. You're not god. You're not gonna change someone like mes mind. Your empty "it gets better" platitudes are played out and annoying and trying to play around it by saying "PM me if you wanna talk" aren't any less annoying

I told them i wanted to talk to people about and i was being honest about it all. im mainly here to talk to people and try to talk to people who need someone to talk to, i didn't lie about anything when i signed up. also i didn't say i was god nor do i think im god. im just a simple person whos here if someone needs someone to talk to.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I told them i wanted to talk to people about and i was being honest about it all. im mainly here to talk to people and try to talk to people who need someone to talk to, i didn't lie about anything when i signed up. also i didn't say i was god nor do i think im god. im just a simple person whos here if someone needs someone to talk to.

Then stick to the recovery section

 

[tehdisturbedone]

I told them i wanted to talk to people about and i was being honest about it all. im mainly here to talk to people and try to talk to people who need someone to talk to, i didn't lie about anything when i signed up. also i didn't say i was god nor do i think im god. im just a simple person whos here if someone needs someone to talk to.

well I can't hate on that, just keep in mind not everyone is ongi to take it the same way

 

[Hadenuf]

Failed my family very badly so for me it is my punishment

 

[Madeye]

Just a question, why do you guys want to CTB?

I would say I see no future for myself. The person who once aspired to be more is dead. I figure I might as well let the body do the same.

 

[Slaanesh]

Feels like i'm literally unable to feel joy or happiness.

 

[catwalk]

nothing left to do

 

[Hadenuf]

I am the same just need to end it and soon I will

 

[howard]

Recently bereaved, disabled, soon to be homeless, skint and cant even claim benefits, just lost the will to live.

 

[morningdew]

health

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Because I reject suffering as a path to happiness.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I suffer from many autoimmune diseases that cause intense and chronic pain. I am never free of it.

Lots of family and relationship issues as well on top of that.

 

[The.Banished]

I took 21 sleeping pills (valerian) and 16 ibuprofens i know its not enough to kill me but its been more than an hour and i am getting sleepy will this help with my partial hanging? I honestly just want to die tonight might be selfish but my former partner just told me he is going to sleep and he did I don't wanna live anymore. Will it help make my death easier, having taken 21 sleeping pills and 16 ibuprofen? I am getting number and number.

 

[Haku]

Because I reject suffering as a path to happiness.

I second this, and also, because Hell always rains down on me every single day, and I'm tired of getting soaking wet from all the shit the Universe throws at me. My story is too long, so this is my summary of it.

 

[OnlyMercy]

I want to die because life has not shown me mercy, hence my username. A person, every person, has limits and a breaking point. At some point you have to say "enough" and put and end to suffering once and for all through self deliverance.

Suicide in these circumstances is self love. Suicide is mercy.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

I find the rage and isolation unbearable. I do not understand the need to continue to struggle to live, especially when I am known to be a liability. That said, isn't it better for me to exit before I lose everything (though I've already lost much)

 

[Reyki6667]

Impossible to live and body way to crippled by illness to do anything.....
Seing your life flash by without being able to do anything is torture.... Add that my body constantly screaming with pain...

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

Some people aren't meant to be alive and I'm one of them. I guess it's just that simple.

 

[lucines]

After being a depressed, suicidal loser for all my teens I finally decided I had enough of the loser part and tried to improve myself so I could be of equal standing to my peers.This included going to uni, moving out, getting a job, making friends, acquiring a drivers license: basically the usual late teens - early twenties stuff. Needless to say all except one of my attempts failed. I didn't find a place to live after applying to 40+ places (the average applications before a succesful application is 20), had to quit my hospital job due to incompetent coworkers and have received no responses to my applications, nobody wants to be my friend and my driving instructor may or may not have taken advantage of my passive personality to squeeze more money out of me. The only thing I have going for me right now is that I'm in uni, but if my mental health keeps getting in the way I might be forced to drop out for the third time.
All I can conclude after all these failures is that life is just not meant for me, it's not normal for a person to put this much effort in only to have barely anything to show for it. If all the stuff that normies and mental health professionals preach doesn't work nothing will.

 

[JimFord99]

Some people aren't meant to be alive and I'm one of them. I guess it's just that simple.

Such is life. I am one of them as well, took be too long to realise.

 

[lymbo]

severe cronyc back payn from 2 years