I don't know, Avaruus comes to mind. Judging by his posts, GB thread and the songs he shared, i think he imagined that he was going to wake up in a better place, maybe that image he had of his 'dream life' gave him peace of mind.
I truly hope he is in that place he so much seemed to dream of.
Wish i had known him earlier. Although we did not meet, i'm very grateful to know of his existence.