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kahyefxk

kahyefxk

New Member
Mar 4, 2026
2
No like, I feel like im going insane. I didnt take drugs or whatever bullshit, since i cant afford it anyway.

Theres this smell thats been bothering me everytime i go outside, and it seriously makes me throw up, no kidding.

Other people cant smell it, and on god i sniffed myself so many times and wondered if it was me, but no.

Also, i keep getting overwhelmed easily. Just earlier, a friend of mine was asking questions. A lot of people were around and it was so loud I accidentally got mad at her,

As i write this, im going insane. Im getting overwhelmed, i dont think i feel well because i feel like throwing up. I might pass out, seriously. Holy shit.

I dont feel dizzy, i just feel like throwing up. Theres this smell thats bothering me. Im feeling everything and nothing at the same time.

My hands and arms feel weird as i type this, they feel weak but somehow still hanging on.
 
Wolff603

Wolff603

Uncertainty đź’­
Feb 22, 2026
24
Just judging off symptoms alone, that smell you are smelling is not you or anyone else, its probably some sort of Phantosmia, and everything else you are describing goes well in line with sensory dysregulation from panic/trauma or PTSD. The smell could also be some sort of anxiety-driven hyperosmia.


If I had to say anything, it'll probably be a type of Panic/depressive disorder, js looking at the dissociation, weak limbs, near fainting/overwhelming factor, and ur other post on eating.

went through that same thing, hopefully it gets better for you bro, idk if literally anything can make you calmer, but that would be a number one prio. Even if everything may be falling apart. We care for u bro
 

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