Why are you still alive?No way an incitement to suicide 🙏

[Defenestration]

Why are you still alive?

1) No peaceful and painless enough method to go through with it
2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them
3) Survival instinct blocking the process even if the method is ready
4) My situation isn't so bad, I'm waiting to see, I want to enjoy certain things
5) Fear of the unknown and of death if I die 6) Fear of failing and ending up severely disabled
7) already been there ans it leaves me with a horrible memory

8) Other reasons

You can choose several

This is in no way an incitement to suicide!!! I'm just asking

 

[Siamese Believe]

8) - Waiting until I get into an extremely emotional state that way SI can be overcome easily.

 

[Defenestration]

8) - Attendre d'être dans un état émotionnel extrêmement intense pour pouvoir surmonter facilement les idées suicidaires.

Thanks to have a better life or...ctb?

 

[Macedonian1987]

2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them

Even though my parents were so uncompassionate and never comforted me while I was extremely sad, I'm still alive because of them. But I can't take it for much longer. I'm gonna ctb in 2026 or 2027.

 

[Defenestration]

Me too 2

 

[kuroshimi]

Uhh... mostly 2, but kind of 4. Still want to experience things and I still have some hope left. But depression is eating me alive.

 

[sevencolorfulmoths]

2) & 4). other than that i'd be ready to go, i believe

 

[Defenestration]

Little 4.also...

 

[TwistedNightmares]

1), 3) (High survival instincts), 6) and 8) (My partner).

 

[lotus11]

2) only here because i know it would destroy my mum, dad and brother...i actually don't have a great relationship with any if them and have lived out of the country for my own mental health for many years but it would still destroy them. Supposed "friends" and more distant family would be ok, its only those three close family that are preventing me from being able to kill myself

 

[merlinscries]

1, 2, 5, 8 (disabilities keep me from accessing tools I'd need)

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

8) Stuck in a psych ward— literally cannot CTB TwT

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I'm waiting for a bad day or a planned day to do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Because I exist in this horrific evil world where suicide is a crime where being able to cease existing painlessly is illegal with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence and I see it as something so terrible and deeply undesirable to be conscious in this existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I always suffer so much from being enslaved in this existence that was so tragically imposed and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed at all causing all this endless harm and suffering as a result, to suffer in this existence is a punishment to me and as long as I exist I will only hope for the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten, only non-existence is beautiful to me, I only envy those who are no longer burdened with the mistake of existence.

 

[Liebestod]

8. I am a coward and as of right now I don't have the discipline to do it.

 

[waqs]

4ish, im trying therapy soon so i kinda just wanna see how that turns out, maybe something in my life can change from it, idk

 

[inkmage333]

1, 3, and 6.

 

[TheUncommon]

Entirely six.

 

[OnceTheHappiestMan]

Mostly 2.
And depending on the day a bit of 4.

Also 8:

 

[SchizoGymnast]

I'm definitely going to die sometime. No need to rush. Enjoy the ride if possible.

 

[Happy Cat]

8) I don't have what I need and I don't know how I'm going to get it. I want to OD on a fent but like... How am I going to get that shipped to my house? Especially when I'm living with other people?? Not only that but I'll hate for the people I'm living with to find me dead after ODing on a very dangerous drug like a drug addict ugh.

 

[KattinKai!]

Why are you still alive?

1) No peaceful and painless enough method to go through with it
2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them
3) Survival instinct blocking the process even if the method is ready
4) My situation isn't so bad, I'm waiting to see, I want to enjoy certain things
5) Fear of the unknown and of death if I die 6) Fear of failing and ending up severely disabled
7) already been there ans it leaves me with a horrible memory

8) Other reasons

You can choose several

This is in no way an incitement to suicide!!! I'm just asking

1 and 2

 

[suicidesergal]

After 4 attempts, and 2 impossible survival, I've concluded I'm immortal. So why bother trying?

 

[Defenestration]

Je vais bientôt commencer une thérapie, donc je veux voir ce que ça donne. Peut-être que ça changera quelque chose dans ma vie, je ne sais pas trop.

Great good luck

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

2) gonna stay for my friend
when they die, i die

 

[Paraskas]

Why are you still alive?

1) No peaceful and painless enough method to go through with it
2) Guilt towards loved ones/family and no desire to abandon them
3) Survival instinct blocking the process even if the method is ready
4) My situation isn't so bad, I'm waiting to see, I want to enjoy certain things
5) Fear of the unknown and of death if I die 6) Fear of failing and ending up severely disabled
7) already been there ans it leaves me with a horrible memory

8) Other reasons

You can choose several

This is in no way an incitement to suicide!!! I'm just asking

2, 4, 6, scared of burning in hell

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Mostly 2: don't want to hurt family.

A bit of 1, hanging's scary. But if I were 100% serious I could just buy a gun. So it must be 3.

4 is fading. There's not much potential for enjoyment left when you're a 36yo manchild. Everything hurts. Everything reminds you of the life you didn't live.

 

[littlecutecorpse]

for me it's kinda a different case. wanted to drag my feet through the holiday season to give some part of my life one last go, but even that hasn't felt the same as all the others. not even my birthday (nor christmas, i'm sure). but well, my due date's coming up soon, so ctb'ing any earlier would be pointless anyways.

 

[Abandoned Phantom]

85% is number 2, but slightly different. I don't want to hurt them.
15% number 4

 

[failedatdying]

need to solidify the plan for my method of suicide