why am i so sensitive

[losergirl]

everytime someone even slightly says something about me it stings doesnt even have to be negative

im on the verge of breaking down and crying because my partner made a comment about my age and how i should be making more money lmao

ive been wanting to relapse for the past few weeks and i think this is the final thing to push me over the edge. i hate privileged people. i know i am privileged in some ways so maybe i am just a hypocrite but holy shit people who don't suffer just act like people who do suffer are weak and just hard to be around. im not hard to be around, i dont even talk about my mental state. the most that people know outside of immediate family is that im actively in therapy and medicated and thats basically it and thats all that it will be.

im slowly starting to resent people i love and i hate it so much. i hate feeling so bitter and angry but i am so fucking angry. i know that my partner barely cares about me, he didn't even stand up for me while his friends made fun of my appearance and my race. (they dont know me but had comments about my appearance and my race even though my partner and me are the same race lol).

i just feel like a placement for people to just use when its convenient and i hate how i let others walk over me but if i dont let them walk over me ill truly be alone. i dont have any friends just my partner and a few family members no parents.

i want out so bad. i wish i were a different person. my heart is constantly heavy and it just hurts. i am such a loser

 

[Awesomefoid67]

some people are just naturally more sensitive than others, but tbh in this case based on that comment and not defending you it might not be too much of an overreaction, he doesn't sound like the best idk