Help why am i like this

[pew1pew1]

oh god i cant stop crying i want to stop because its so exhausting but I can't. I am such a failure and I mean REALLY a failure; i don't even remember times when I did something productive or not worthless.i want to look different than i do now, i hate my personality, and I wish i wasnt me but someone else. you can call me crazy but I think I have a perfect plan for "going to sleep": my friend wanted me to draw something for her so I'm gonna do this now (sunday) give it to her tomorrow but waaay before that im gonna take a lot of pills (before school, monday) and just wait. and maybe I will go somewhere like bathroom or locker room when the pills start working.

if that plan is going to work
then good morning, evening or night everyone ♡

 

[thebookofdisquiet.]

Be careful, overdose is a really unreliable method depending on what you're planning to use.

 

[アホペンギン]

If you're planning on overdosing on those pills to ctb then don't. Overdosing is extremely unpredictable and unreliable.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just don't think suicide is as straightforward as taking random pills, it would be such a relief if it was, sadly we exist in this anti-suicide society where suicide is purposely made as difficult as possible. But anyway best wishes.