johan.liebert
Absurdist creep
- Oct 5, 2023
- 24
Hello, im a 22F, been going out with guys 23 yo and older.
Ive been struggling to keep up a relationship..
The last serious relationship I had was one year ago.. and it only lasted for 1 month.
And idk why it happens with me but whenever i try to get to know someone new, i get very attracted to them and after meeting them for 1 time or 2 times i just suddenly lose interest even if they could be the perfect partner.
Is it bz im anxious of being commited, or im just asexual.. (i could imagine sexual scenarios between me and that person but would never imagining it happen in real life)
Like in the same time i want someone whose serious, who would take things slow and on the other hand i want someone only for fun and in the same time i dont want any of them
I addition to that, i only have friends from the opposite sex (only males) and when i feel they want to get closer i start avoiding them telling them im emotionally unstable..
Ive been struggling to keep up a relationship..
The last serious relationship I had was one year ago.. and it only lasted for 1 month.
And idk why it happens with me but whenever i try to get to know someone new, i get very attracted to them and after meeting them for 1 time or 2 times i just suddenly lose interest even if they could be the perfect partner.
Is it bz im anxious of being commited, or im just asexual.. (i could imagine sexual scenarios between me and that person but would never imagining it happen in real life)
Like in the same time i want someone whose serious, who would take things slow and on the other hand i want someone only for fun and in the same time i dont want any of them
I addition to that, i only have friends from the opposite sex (only males) and when i feel they want to get closer i start avoiding them telling them im emotionally unstable..
