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dendronize

dendronize

Member
Mar 17, 2023
17
I can't handle being emotionless.
I can't handle having emotions.

why can I feel amazing but moments later shit.
why do I have such a need for connection when I'm socially stupid and anxious.
why can't I be content with the few connections I have.
why can't I be happy with what I have.
why can't I express myself.
why am I trapped in my own body.
why do I feel so deeply what I think others feel, and am so off the mark.
why do I care.
why can't I stick to something.
why can't I control myself.
why can't I be honest.
why am I so self-centered.
why don't I have self respect.
why do I need validation.
why am I easily hurt.
why do I put up a facade.
why do I think I can help.
why can't I break the cycle.
why don't I know who I am.
why am I broken.

what am I so afraid of?
someone kill me
 
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Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
542
This post is probably a good blueprint for a lot of our minds.

My personal big ones from your whys list:

why can I feel amazing but moments later shit.
why can't I express myself.
why can't I stick to something.
why don't I have self respect.
why do I put up a facade.
why do I think I can help.
why don't I know who I am.
what am I so afraid of?
 
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CellarBoy

CellarBoy

I hope my dead body traumatizes you all.
Mar 23, 2023
93
I think we're all broken in our own ways. There isn't always a reason for it, and there isn't always an answer, we're all just screwed from the beginning.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,479
Life really is so unnecessarily cruel after all, I just think the reality is that there is no true peace and relief from suffering in this world. But anyway it must be tiring being trapped in that situation but I wish you the best.
 
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WorthlessCoward

Specialist
Mar 21, 2023
301
I am cooly broken I am like that character in the movie who is a mess but you still like him and wins by the end, except I didn't win by the end so I guess I am not like that character at all
 
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GoForDeath

Member
Oct 7, 2021
99
Some people can be content with life, while others can't.. I don't think I'm broken, but I'm mellowed..
 
Rockman

Rockman

Experienced
Feb 9, 2020
208
You are broken because of trauma. Sombody injured your brain. Sometimes it could be fixed, sometimes not.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Absurdity is reality.
Feb 28, 2023
1,311
I am not broken, honestly wanting to ctb is proof that I can think rationally. That said I still hate life, and life itself and my circumstances are very, very broken.
 
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