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I always thought I'd be peaceful in my last days but I'm just shakey and keep wishing I could kill myself faster, even though I only have two days to wait, I keep wishing I could make it happen sooner, why? Why am I so desperate to die permanently? I can't even enjoy the idea of doing it because I keep wishing it was sooner
 
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