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iwanttodie019

Experienced
May 4, 2025
203
and
1)What did he/she do to you that make you hate him/her?
2)What do you wish would happen to him/her?
 
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quietwoods

quietwoods

Easypeazylemonsqueezy
May 21, 2025
507
Me

1) Be born
2) Die
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
Myself. I ruined my life as well as my daughters. I wish I would die.
 
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Bad Karma

Bad Karma

Marika the Eternal
May 13, 2025
129
politicians

  1. they lie, manipulate, steal from the public, and use power to harm those they are supposed to protect. they build systems that crush the poor and then walk away untouched.
  2. i wish they would all be forced to live under the exact conditions they create for the rest of us. no privilege, no protection, just the raw consequences of their own policies. i would wish them death, but honestly, i know many of them would prefer that over being forced to live a lower class life.
 
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_Gollum_

_Gollum_

Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
Mar 9, 2024
1,676
As someone who doesn't believe in free will, I don't hate anyone.
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Myself. I am actually the dumbest and worst person alive.

I want my suffering to end
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
419
My mirror...
 
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Thunderstorm

Member
Jun 18, 2025
46
Me
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
284
politicians

  1. they lie, manipulate, steal from the public, and use power to harm those they are supposed to protect. they build systems that crush the poor and then walk away untouched.
  2. i wish they would all be forced to live under the exact conditions they create for the rest of us. no privilege, no protection, just the raw consequences of their own policies. i would wish them death, but honestly, i know many of them would prefer that over being forced to live a lower class life.
exactly this
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Experienced
Jun 24, 2025
265
My parents. They are the two most mentally ill, deranged, evil people I know. They abused me constantly throughout my childhood and still do today. They are so selfish that they did not even bother to consider what being born into poverty to two severely mentally ill immigrants would be like. Nope. All they thought was "WE JUST WANT A CHILD!!!!". My dad is an insane unemployed neanderthal with the temperament of Trevor from GTA V while my mom is quite literally psychotic and repeatedly has episodes that are so severe that I will often be woken up in the middle of the night because shes talking and screaming to herself thinking that Satan is talking to her. She barely has any cognitive function left in her at this point. Shes alive in a merely nominal sense. The two mentally ill roommates I call parents can't even be in the same room together without getting into a literal fistfight (hence no birthday for me this year). And lord knows they scream at me each and every single day.

As for what I would want to happen, I have no shame in admitting I want them to be exposed to the most brutal torture imaginable. Cartel shit.
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
I would say I hate abusive/neglectful parents the most. Its already bad enough to be abusive but I think its another thing entirely to have created the person you have done it to as you are creating a whole new person to suffer, maybe greatly throughout their life if they are unable to recover from said abuse. While I haven't suffered from them, I have heard from previous friends and parents about what they have to deal with with their parents and it just makes me feel so much rage to see someone I care about not get what they deserve and instead they have to suffer through this shit and its long term negative effects. I just wish I could save from these people in whatever way possible. I would think of murdering their parents if they would of wanted that but that would probably be too good for them still.

I do also hate my own parents but less so as they haven't abused me but instead have not allowed me to die despite me suffering and having created me, causing this suffer to even have the potential of happening. All I would want to do to them is have suffer and grief from my suicide if I could do that.
 
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25dRvS9Ka

25dRvS9Ka

Mel
Jun 11, 2025
86
Pouring all your hate on a single person is like pouring your hate on a flawed product that has a whole dysfunctional chain behind it.

There are isolated cases where this is justified, but for most unfortunate events the sum total is a conglomerate of people who contributed to the misery of someone's life. I would have to do an extremely detailed calculation where I could calculate the percentage of intent on each person who further sank my mental health.

In the end, I can either accept that this is the human standard of behavior or keep pointing the finger at who I should "hate." It's more sensible to simply understand that the misery I live in is the result of human nature.
 
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secretghost

secretghost

before the new year, hopefully a lot sooner?
Jun 23, 2025
102
and
1)What did he/she do to you that make you hate him/her?
2)What do you wish would happen to him/her?
1. Myself, and a person or persons I have no way to identify and cannot actually consciously remember from events in my early childhood
2. I don't know
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,772
0bb36afc189b9e4c93921bf4eed91594.jpg
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
me
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
259
Governments, the rich, and bosses. Because they're the ones who suck our blood and have most worsened my mental and financial health.
I would like to expropriate them. I would like them to cease to exist.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,354
I'm not sure that I do hate them. It's more that I'm trying not to think about them. But, it would be the person I grew up with who caused me to first have suicidal thoughts.

Because of bullying, gaslighting, lying about me. (I believe there were/ are a narcissist.) I suppose I want them to experience the same thing. For someone to falsely accuse them of things so they can see how it feels. Plus, all the other bullying.

There again, I think if they were actually persecuted, they would turn even more hostile and volatile and I'd pity anyone on the receiving end of that. Plus, I'd be fearful it would be turned on me again. My mind has built this person up to be a complete monster to be honest.

What I wish more than anything is that we'd never even met. I'm sure they feel the same way- to be fair. I'd still argue that they were the aggressor but, I'm sure life was no picnic for them either at that point. I'm not generous enough to feel sympathy though.

This phrase sums it up though:

'I envy people who haven't met you.'
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,280
Well no one. Even that person has done harm to me. Hating them wont get me anywhere plus. Gets you tired. I know this first hand.

So I rather not hate anyone.
 
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Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
333
Neighbors in my apartment bldg who smoke, slam doors, stomp over my ceilings, etc. I am in a so called luxury apt complex where there are no smoking rules and quiet hours that are never enforced. I wish I could permanently cut power or water to their apartments so those units would be uninhabitable and I would have some peace & quiet and reasonably clean air.

Every smart-ass says to move. I have spent thousands of dollars for each move, moved several times, only to find out after moving in every time now to completely different apt complexes, that I have no considerate neighbors attached to me and the landlords do nothing. I cannot afford a down-payment on a single family home that is not attached to other people. FML, definitely a factor in needing to ctb.
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
382
only one i can hate in my life is myself. No one inflicted as much pain to me as i did to myself over the years and i find it pointless to feel hatred to people im not in contact.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

🫠
Oct 12, 2024
1,178
Abusive people, rapists of all kinds, fascists, politicians, evil bastards in general.
1) Self explanatory
2) As another person who also doesn't believe in free will, I understand that there is a case to be made that I shouldn't hate people but I don't care , I still hate them.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
and
1)What did he/she do to you that make you hate him/her?
2)What do you wish would happen to him/her?
1)I hate all the people who consciously and continuously choose (even when they have opened their eyes and know what they are doing) to do evil in this world and who perpetuate abuse and evil in every possible form in this world.
I also specifically hate all the parents and families (including mine) who do not want to love (they know and are aware that they can be and behave like better people but they do not give a shit and instead choose to perpetuate abuse and fear and hatred in their own created families)destroying and torturing their little innocent creatures and treating them like trash toys they can play with and beat them psycologically or physically to put out all their frustrations.
2)What I would like to happen to them...to the first group I would like karma to get them exactly in the same way they are doing it to others, but like right away, like a slap right away and if they don't learn the lesson, just again and again until they fucking behave properly.
As for parents, I honestly believe that this issue is really at the root of so much deep suffering, having experienced it firsthand and also seeing it in other people.
I believe that people who are not capable of LOVE should be prohibited from procreating, like on a biological/genetic level. First they do the fucking job they should do on themselves and then if they are capable of being loving and responsible people towards a new life they can move on to procreation.
I just would like to say to my family....:"WAKE UP PIECES OF SHIT"!
when the fuck you beasts have intention to get out of this dark cave and see there is light and life and love outside??

~Fatti non foste a vivere come bruti ma a inseguire virtute e conoscenza~ Dante.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,382
I hate myself because my mother made me hate myself
when I was an adult I asked my mother why she had done all that violence to me
she answered me that she thought I did not mind at all
that means she blames me for it
because I did not defend myself
I have endured all violence
said nothing
did not cry
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

くたばりぞこない
Apr 22, 2025
305
Another coin for the "me" jar.
 
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