Who would miss you?

[alivefornow]

I'd be missed by my family, my friends and my students (I work as a teacher).

But they'd have their whole lives to get over it. Why can't others understand I don't want to feel pain anymore and it's unbearably hard just to be alive?

Why can't I go to a doctor and explain nothing really numbs the pain and suffering, and be given a lethal injection to die peacefully?

Why does everyone force me to choose a life of pain instead of a quick release from existence?

 

[numar]

i genuinely do not have anyone in my life that would miss me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have some family members but if I had a reliable plan to cease existing peacefully then I wouldn't even be thinking of other people, I would just feel relieved that I can finally sleep eternally.

I'm not obligated to continue existing here and I'm just destined to die anyway, we all are, death is the most normal and inevitable thing, I bet that eventually most of us won't even exist in the memories of those who continue to exist here.

 

[ClockWorks]

I don't think I care much for who will miss when I CTB. But I do worry for my cousin, she's always been my rock when times were especially tough. I just hope when all this goes down, she will be able to live her life.

 

[Theforeverblind]

My best friend my partner and some of my extended family there basicly the only thing keeping me around

 

[drennedrat]

My friends and family. I've been running through my head how some of them would react to make me feel like they'd be able to get over it. I just get really sad thinking about how my parents would feel. I'm scared of it derailing their lives even temporarily and I don't want that to happen, but I fear me living longer would make things worse anyways.

 

[Minsu]

Not a lot of people tbh. I'll be forgotten pretty fast

 

[subhuman metalhead]

My family and my few friends but as heartless as it is to say I don't give a shit about my biological family. My friends are my family and I care about them unlike my biological family and they keep me from ending it.

 

[strawb12]

Plenty of people including friends family & some classmates would care ONCE I ctb. They'll only miss me when I'm dead tho so I don't really care abt how they'll feel. I'm alive right now & most of them don't care so hurting them will never be a reason for me not to ctb.

 

[Unknown21]

nobody.

 

[not_telling]

My family would miss me, actually more than I'd like to let on. I hate feeling that I'm considering something that would make them feel so bad, so I just won't face that fact. And my friends, who will miss me a lot for a few months I belive, but utterly I don't think they'd blame me, they're the most understanding people in the world.

 

[kilowatt]

I don't care that much, I don't really think about other people when it comes to my own coping mechanisms and in this case, eternal peace. If it was to guess I'd say my girlfriend and a few friends would miss me, and I hope my mother will too, just because I want her to suffer. No one missing me could stop me to rethink my CTB plan tho.

 

[BlazingBob]

No one I can think of. I'm not really a part of anyone else's life, largely because of chronic illness. Very lonely.

 

[passivethought121]

A few friends and a sibling. I feel like some of them, esp my sister, would only care once I'm dead. Not that I want to make them feel guilty or anything. I've been thinking about how they'd have a long time to cope with my death. Even thought about putting it in my note. Something about how my death is not as significant as they may feel it is, and I am simply one of many people they will lose in this life. They'll live, grow, and reduce me to a memory that appears once every blue moon. Especially since we're all so young.

 

[sserafim]

No one, maybe my dog though

i genuinely do not have anyone in my life that would miss me.

Me neither

 

[rainseahorse]

no one, which is convenient.

 

[SpencerSees]

No doubt my boyfriend. Probably a few friends and family members too. They don't understand i'm doing them a favor

 

[AshClouds]

maybe a family member, but nobody else would care. If I "disappear" then nobody because my family would think I went off somewhere still alive and nobody else would miss me.

 

[aiki__0]

My family and my best friend
Thats what makes this so difficult. My grandma is my entire life. If she knew I took my OWN life, she would do it too

 

[Talles]

My mom would be pretty wrecked. Although I have a slight suspicion her life would improve without me in it and she'd recognize it herself eventually.

 

[Boudika]

Prop no one. I'm always second choice for everyone so nobody will miss me

 

[deepblack]

my white rabbit

 

[depresso.espresso]

I'd be missed by my family, my friends and my students (I work as a teacher).

But they'd have their whole lives to get over it. Why can't others understand I don't want to feel pain anymore and it's unbearably hard just to be alive?

Why can't I go to a doctor and explain nothing really numbs the pain and suffering, and be given a lethal injection to die peacefully?

Why does everyone force me to choose a life of pain instead of a quick release from existence?

Family, friends, fiancé, but the one that makes me most sad is my cat not understanding :/

 

[savoytruffle]

I have no friends left so just my mum and a smattering of relatives. i just want to be forgotten by everybody, in 50 years it will be as if i never existed

 

[TimetoGo!]

I'd be missed by my family, my friends and my students (I work as a teacher).

But they'd have their whole lives to get over it. Why can't others understand I don't want to feel pain anymore and it's unbearably hard just to be alive?

Why can't I go to a doctor and explain nothing really numbs the pain and suffering, and be given a lethal injection to die peacefully?

Why does everyone force me to choose a life of pain instead of a quick release from existence?

The option of a lethal injection would be amazing, but I honestly think millions of people would go for it. And there are many examples of people who were suicidal but turned a corner and are now happier.

if only it was that simple..........the fear of failure is literally the only thing keeping me alive right now

 

[Ruma]

My mum and dad,but hopefully they won't be far behind,as they're 80 and 85 yrs old. I' ll see them soon x