Discussion who else is using FSH? how do you feel about it?

[peewee]

wondering how your feeling about it? have you attempted before it before but been to scared (like me!) do you have a ctb date? share your thoughts

 

[itsgone2]

Hello. I've been trying to commit to it for about a month now. So I'm starting to hate it.
Today I made progress. I tested it with my full weight, putting a bar through the noose and holding myself up. The anchor knot tightened some but all held. The anchor isn't super high , so I had to put the noose knot closer to it. Anyway I would have been touching ground slightly.
So I feel slightly closer to doing it, but not sure so I'm also considering handgun now.
Not sure if this is what you were looking for

 

[Terrible_Life]

wondering how your feeling about it? have you attempted before it before but been to scared (like me!) do you have a ctb date? share your thoughts

To be honest I feel really sad about it……first of all it'll definitely be scary no matter if someone is drunk or sober, this moment when you have to step off the chair or ladder.
Then theres the fact that I'll hang there like a butchered animal in a butcher store….I really never thought my story would end like this BUT then theres this: I wanna die, I must die and my suicide is inevitable because my life is horrible and every day hurts more and more. I don't wanna continue like this and "seeking help" would led to a life where I'd be dependent on lots of help and all that only because my family damaged me so much in childhood that i never had stability. So why should I torture myself ang longer for a life that will never be the life I ever wanted.
Whenever I put the noose on my neck it all feels so surreal as if I just dream all this. If someone would've told me 6 years ago in 2019 that I'll end up with a rope practicing how to hang myself I would have thought this guy is crazy but well here we are….