Venting Who do you hate the most?

[Deleted member 1465]

So BPD, and anything else?

I have many issues, or I wouldn't be here. Since I've been here I've encountered BPD and made friends with many sufferers, some of whom have become close friends. I despair sometimes that I cannot understand their mind-set, much as I try. I constantly try to understand my own mental state, as I believe everyone should. Do I exhibit BPD characteristics? I don't think I do, but I would welcome an earnest external perspective.

 

[All washed up]

Hate is a very strong word.
I voted for myself for putting myself into my stupid situation but I'd say I hate my situation more than myself.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I have many issues, or I wouldn't be here. Since I've been here I've encountered BPD and made friends with many sufferers, some of whom have become close friends. I despair sometimes that I cannot understand their mind-set, much as I try. I constantly try to understand my own mental state, as I believe everyone should. Do I exhibit BPD characteristics? I don't think I do, but I would welcome an earnest external perspective.

I just assumed based on the song you posted, lol. I did not notice you were exhibiting BPD characteristics.

 

[Mm80]

Im glad it was a poll M.
When i saw the title i just thought it would be you slagging Bpg off lol

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Im glad it was a poll M.
Wen i saw the title i just thought it would be you slagging Bpg off lol

BPG will always have a special place in my heart, I could never let any negative feelings prevail. I only have fond memories.

 

[Mm80]

BPG will always have a special place in my heart, I could never let any negative feelings prevail. I only have fond memories.

Thats a very positive response M.
Have you had counselling or something ?

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Thats a very positive response M.
Have you had counselling or something ?

LOL, not with a professional. I just don't like to hold grudges.

 

[Ghost2211]

I don't think I'm capable of hating people in the true sense. Even the one person in this world that truly deserves for me to hate him isn't actually hated by me. My empathy level is too high, and even when people are horrible I can still see and empathize with their suffering. In the end I don't really know if this is a strength or weakness.

 

[Mm80]

I don't think I'm capable of hating people in the true sense. Even the one person in this world that truly deserves for me to hate him isn't actually hated by me. My empathy level is too high, and even when people are horrible I can still see and empathize with their suffering. In the end I don't really know if this is a strength or weakness.

So you dont actually hate me?
Thats great !

 

[Ghost2211]

So you dont actually hate me?
Thats great !

I have only love for you

 

[depressedsally]

What brings you to this site?

not wanting to be here anymore

 

[Mm80]

LOL, not with a professional. I just don't like to hold grudges.

I know, i dont believe you are like that. We can all have sometimes angry words or disagreements, but after that its done. Holding a grudge seems pointless.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I don't think I'm capable of hating people in the true sense. Even the one person in this world that truly deserves for me to hate him isn't actually hated by me. My empathy level is too high, and even when people are horrible I can still see and empathize with their suffering. In the end I don't really know if this is a strength or weakness.

I have trouble empathizing with people who do not empathize with me and I am capable of feeling intense hatred towards people who have wronged me in some way, but time heals all wounds I guess and the hatred usually evaporates.

 

[Mm80]

I have only love for you

And like your friend dr dre, you still got love for the streets...
Which is good.

 

[Ghost2211]

And like your friend dr dre, you still got love for the streets...
Which is good.

Is that what we call that now? I think there's better ways of describing that :)

 

[Mm80]

Is that what we call that now? I think there's better ways of describing that :)

M.C Roseybird.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

I know, i dont believe you are like that. We can all have sometimes angry words or disagreements, but after that its done. Holding a grudge seems pointless.

Yes, you are right. I do not have enough energy to hold a grudge for very long.

 

[Mm80]

Yes, you are right. I do not have enough energy to hold a grudge for very long.

Your the type of person who would rather sort a rift out, by tying soneone up and torturing them for up to 72 hours....
But you would then untie them and starting from a clean slate by making them a nice cup of tea with cake.

 

[MrBlue]

I'm the only person I hate because I'm the only person I can control, understand and still be disappointed in. In all the shitty situations I've been in or failures I've experienced, I'm the common denominator.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Your the type of person who would rather sort a rift out, by tying soneone up and torturing them for up to 72 hours....
But you would then untie them and starting from a clean slate by making them a nice cup of tea with cake.

That's me in a nutshell.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Your the type of person who would rather sort a rift out, by tying soneone up and torturing them for up to 72 hours....
But you would then untie them and starting from a clean slate by making them a nice cup of tea with cake.

LOL hahahaha oh dear. Put the kettle on.

 

[Ghost2211]

Your the type of person who would rather sort a rift out, by tying soneone up and torturing them for up to 72 hours....
But you would then untie them and starting from a clean slate by making them a nice cup of tea with cake.

Fun night then?

 

[Mm80]

That's me in a nutshell.

Dont worry your not alone.
Rosey shot one of her ex boyfriends in the leg, and then tried to visit him in the hospital, bringing fruit and snacks and his favourite magazine.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Oh dear, you are all weirdos
*hides*

 

[Mm80]

Fun night then?

Poor bpg lol, he thought it was a holiday!

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Poor bpg lol, he thought it was a holiday!

For what it's worth, he did talk a lot of sense on this forum and his absence is clearly visible. I miss him, as a fellow forum member, regardless of all the personal drama that happened between us. He is a good person and he made some very good points.

 

[Mm80]

For what it's worth, he did talk a lot of sense on this forum and his absence is clearly visible. I miss him, as a fellow forum member, regardless of all the personal drama that happened between us. He is a good person and he made some very good points.

Yeah i agree, I enjoyed bpg, but there ended up with way too much public drama on the forum. It should never have got so public with other members being drawn in.
I mean, for all I know, you could be trying to communicate with him right now through the medium of Mm80.

 

[Aurora]

I hate my nasty family and the fucker doctors who destroyed me. I think I would have had a chance if I had been born in a good family. If they all drop dead I won't bat an eyelid. Both my parents and brother are pieces of shit.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Yeah i agree, I enjoyed bpg, but there ended up with way too much public drama on the forum. It should never have got so public with other members being drawn in.
I mean, for all I know, you could be trying to communicate with him right now through the medium of Mm80.

I agree and I never wanted things to be out in public. Like I said, regardless of all the drama, he made some very good and fair points during his stay on the forum.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I hold no hate in my heart. It's a useless emotion much like stress, it's basically a form of self injury.