Having my existence completely erased is what only sounds ideal to me, I wish to disappear like I never existed at all, I see it as better that existence is forgotten about and erased, I only see the eternity of non-existence as being appealing.
I would like to live, live in a peaceful existence, where everyone is kind and loves each other... no worries, no anxiety, no pain... just enjoying the sun, nature and each others company.
But this is just pure fantasy unfortunately... but maybe someday, after infinite eternities have passed, there will be a new existence.
Just my copium.
To never have had and never again exist. The only thing worse than knowing I'm stuck here until I can ctb without getting dropped off early again, if you know what I mean, is knowing how many people I've had to interact with in life. I think how much better they'd be and I'd be had nothing ever come into what is now history.
I want to be reborn in a different life. Just having good people around me will do, everything else can be the same. I think its possible to lead a good life on earth but its so punishing if you or your parents mess up, you are doomed for life.
I would like to live, live in a peaceful existence, where everyone is kind and loves each other... no worries, no anxiety, no pain... just enjoying the sun, nature and each others company.
But this is just pure fantasy unfortunately... but maybe someday, after infinite eternities have passed, there will be a new existence.
Just my copium.
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