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iwantitalltoend

Specialist
Feb 18, 2023
381
If you could choose between sn and drowning, which one would it be and why? While sn seems like a more peaceful death, it's a new method and not the most reliable and certain method, drowning is more certain and proven to work, more people died from drowning than from sn. After you drink sn it's not certain what will happen, if you'll die or survive in a worse condition since if you don't know the exact purity of the sn and if it's pure enough to be lethal then you don't know for sure if it will work, even if the source you bought from claims the sn is pure. It's true that drowning isn't a peaceful death but if no one saves you then it's more sure that you die, even if it's not 100% sure it's at least a more lethal method than sn. Would you choose sn and not be sure if you die or would you choose drowning and be more sure that you die?
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
810
SN. There aren't many options. There are always risks and you can never be 100% sure of anything. But you have to take risks otherwise you won't know if it will work or not. Drowning seems like a harder way to me. Everyone is different and each person has their own method. My life is too terrible and I want to try it as soon as possible, maybe I'll get lucky
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,500
I'd personally prefer the poison method, drowning to me sounds like such an agonising, very difficult to succeed with method, all I want is a poison to bring me permanent peace from all suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I wish I had access to reliable poison.
 
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derekWest

Experienced
Feb 1, 2025
268
Drowning but with inert gas asphyxia before.
Or both...
 
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VoidButterfly

VoidButterfly

Flitterby
May 17, 2025
148
SN for sure, drowning to me sounds quite traumatic and I'd rather take the more peaceful option.
 
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eljuicioporlaestafa

eljuicioporlaestafa

Member
Apr 25, 2025
19
If you could choose between sn and drowning, which one would it be and why? While sn seems like a more peaceful death, it's a new method and not the most reliable and certain method, drowning is more certain and proven to work, more people died from drowning than from sn. After you drink sn it's not certain what will happen, if you'll die or survive in a worse condition since if you don't know the exact purity of the sn and if it's pure enough to be lethal then you don't know for sure if it will work, even if the source you bought from claims the sn is pure. It's true that drowning isn't a peaceful death but if no one saves you then it's more sure that you die, even if it's not 100% sure it's at least a more lethal method than sn. Would you choose sn and not be sure if you die or would you choose drowning and be more sure that you die?
SN is more reliable than you think. It's true that a lot of stores claim they sell >99% purity when they don't, but you can get it tested. Drowning is painful and survival instincts will get in your way.
 
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iwantitalltoend

Specialist
Feb 18, 2023
381
SN is more reliable than you think. It's true that a lot of stores claim they sell >99% purity when they don't, but you can get it tested. Drowning is painful and survival instincts will get in your way.
The aquarium tests and blood test aren't very reliable because they don't show the exact percentage of the purity, the aquarium tests just give you an idea of the level of nitrites present in sn. Other than these tests how do you think sn can be tested to see its exact purity? Maybe sending it to laboratory? But I never sent anything to a laboratory before and I don't know what I would say to the people working there especially since sn is a dangerous substance and I don't know how many people own sn, probably not many, maybe saying I use it for meat curing but would that be believable enough, would they ask for proof for why I have sn and why I want to see its purity? Also why would stores claim they sell pure sn when in fact they don't?
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
SN. Purchased it in May 7th. I'm happy I've found SaSu and found out about SN.
 
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kvorumese

"Wiped Out!"
Oct 21, 2024
153
Easily SN, but if the stars align such that I need to drop everything and ctb immediately, I won't hesitate to jump from the nearest bridge
 
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iwantitalltoend

Specialist
Feb 18, 2023
381
SN is more reliable than you think. It's true that a lot of stores claim they sell >99% purity when they don't, but you can get it tested. Drowning is painful and survival instincts will get in your way.
Why would a lot of stores claim to sell high purity sn when they don't?
 
eljuicioporlaestafa

eljuicioporlaestafa

Member
Apr 25, 2025
19
Why would a lot of stores claim to sell high purity sn when they don't?
No idea but I've heard it a lot around the forum. I just got mine today, looks pretty pure compared to internet images, but I guess there's only one way to find out :)
 
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iwantitalltoend

Specialist
Feb 18, 2023
381
No idea but I've heard it a lot around the forum. I just got mine today, looks pretty pure compared to internet images, but I guess there's only one way to find out :)
What about testing it? You mentioned testing its purity but besides aquarium tests and blood test how else could you test it? In my previous reply I mentioned a laboratory but I don't know if sending sn there would work. What do you think about this? How would you test its purity?
 
fenty

fenty

Member
Jul 4, 2025
36
If you could choose between sn and drowning, which one would it be and why? While sn seems like a more peaceful death, it's a new method and not the most reliable and certain method, drowning is more certain and proven to work, more people died from drowning than from sn. After you drink sn it's not certain what will happen, if you'll die or survive in a worse condition since if you don't know the exact purity of the sn and if it's pure enough to be lethal then you don't know for sure if it will work, even if the source you bought from claims the sn is pure. It's true that drowning isn't a peaceful death but if no one saves you then it's more sure that you die, even if it's not 100% sure it's at least a more lethal method than sn. Would you choose sn and not be sure if you die or would you choose drowning and be more sure that you die?
sn always
drowning is absolutely terrifying to me. it's a sort of physiological response where your body will fight to survive until you're unconscious. also ik it's agonising and maybe takes long(?) because that's why waterboarding exists as a torture method. its not like CO. i used to swim for my county and still have a fear of drowning
 

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