This is a fucking nightmare

[Cor116]

I successfully ruined my life 2 years ago and now it terrorizes me every single day and I can't move on or do anything else. I could of had a perfect life the love of my life was into me but I blew my chance and all the friends I could of had. I don't know what I was thinking I guess I was just depressed and I didn't care at all. Or I literally don't know. I don't want to die I just want to go back and redo that mistake so badly. 2023 September 1st is the date. I feel so bad for my life I didn't want it to come to this.

 

[oxydd]

what was your mistake?

 

[22yearsbroken]

I understand your pain ..its the worst of all pain grief and loss if what could be possible.. ita sucks to lose it.. . i lost everything 22 years ago and ive been running ever since but im at the point where i can run no more...

I do hope you find some peace in which ever way you choose too but and maybe try to move forward.. and maybe there is still time to have another go.. give it a chance you never know

 

[darksouls]

I am very sorry for your situation
at this time
my life was also ruined by sepsis
unfortunately
you cannot change the past

 

[22yearsbroken]

I am very sorry for your situation
at this time
my life was also ruined by sepsis
unfortunately
you cannot change the past

The past is my biggest and worst addiction....
Although it turned out its was my other addiction that actually caught up to me .. and is slowly taking what life is left in me away