I have seen hell over the years. My parents are very very selfish and very very ego-istical individuals and hate me since the time I couldn't do well in engineering entrance examinations( 10 years ago). Even in my childhood I was very neglected due to my mother and grandmother fighting with each other. My mother herself is an extremely anti-social women. My father was never interested in my life at all. They thought of me as a tool to boost their image and when I couldn't do exceptionally well, I was discarded completely. I suffer from Sckizoid personality disorder due to the abuse. They treated me like an animal. I tried hard to improve my life but it's not possible now, they never gave me enough tools to be able to participate in society. The country is an extremely racist nation.
I have been thinking about suicide since atleast 10 years.
My mother took my SN away 1 year ago.
I sleep most of the day and do nothing else.
I live in a poor agricultural nation and here SN is not available with ease.
Can you please tell me which pesticides are enough toxic for humans that they can be used to CTB?
I have suffered enough over the years and I am really tired of being seen like an animal!! Please help me.
I have been thinking about suicide since atleast 10 years.
My mother took my SN away 1 year ago.
I sleep most of the day and do nothing else.
I live in a poor agricultural nation and here SN is not available with ease.
Can you please tell me which pesticides are enough toxic for humans that they can be used to CTB?
I have suffered enough over the years and I am really tired of being seen like an animal!! Please help me.
