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- Jun 18, 2018
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When I jump from a bridge someday, I don't want to be sober.
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The problem I see with drugs is that they have the potential to take your worries away. So things like benzos will lift you out of the mindset of suicide. Any drug will suddenly change your mindset, its wether it will change it for the good. of course everyone's different but I know thats what will happen with me.I had two beers with several milligrams of Xanax and I went batshit crazy. Smashed the floor with baseball bat, threw stuff around the apartment. I didn't go to sleep until 5 am and I ate 250g of chocolate.
Oops, didn't mean to actually reply to your post. Was a reply to the main thread.I had two beers with several milligrams of Xanax and I went batshit crazy. Smashed the floor with baseball bat, threw stuff around the apartment. I didn't go to sleep until 5 am and I ate 250g of chocolate.
Not even alcohol before jumping off bridge?Oops, didn't mean to actually reply to your post. Was a reply to the main thread.
I meant for me. I was asking for advice.No.I guess I am truly ready and have accepted my fate.
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Did u look up Hoover dam bridge yet? What do you think of it as a spot?Sorry .
Each to their own.I guess it's personal preference.it would take the edge of the anxiety and relax your mind a little.
You would die as an American.It looks awesome but I am not in the US. I don't think its fair to expect my body to be repatriated back to the UK.
Alcohol might be the exception, it amplifies what mood your already in. So I guess if your psyching yourself up to CTB in theory it will give you the courage to do it.Not even alcohol before jumping off bridge?
LmaoI had two beers with several milligrams of Xanax and I went batshit crazy. Smashed the floor with baseball bat, threw stuff around the apartment. I didn't go to sleep until 5 am and I ate 250g of chocolate.