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gardenhouse

Student
Mar 26, 2026
151
Hi all,

Does anyone know where to source benzo drug? Oxazepam online? I know it's a pres drug, which makes it hard to get, but hope anyone knows somewhere to get it online.
 
heiwa2

heiwa2

Member
Mar 16, 2026
39
I don't know where you can source them from but you can get them prescribed by going to a doctor and saying that you have anxiety, panic attacks and insomnia.
 
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gardenhouse

Student
Mar 26, 2026
151
I don't know where you can source them from but you can get them prescribed by going to a doctor and saying that you have anxiety, panic attacks and insomnia.
True, but I need a large quantity though to render me unconscious. I wonder, how am I gonna convince GP to prescribe a large quantity?
 
heiwa2

heiwa2

Member
Mar 16, 2026
39
2 months ago when I went to a psychiatrist for my ocd, they gave me 40 mg of lorazepam. I don't know how much is a large quantity though.
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
299
True, but I need a large quantity though to render me unconscious. I wonder, how am I gonna convince GP to prescribe a large quantity?
You can go to tor.taxi and then on DH

There you can even get your hands on flualprazolam which is WAY more potent than normal alprazolam but never got medical approval
 
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gardenhouse

Student
Mar 26, 2026
151
You can go to tor.taxi and then on DH

There you can even get your hands on flualprazolam which is WAY more potent than normal alprazolam but never got medical approval
does flualprazolam need prescription?
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
299
does flualprazolam need prescription?
flualprazolam is internationally illegal.
Not well researched and massively more potent than normal alprazolam.

Please be careful with it

I took 2 pills of them and went pretty much unconcious after 20 minutes.
They are very, very potent.
 
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gardenhouse

Student
Mar 26, 2026
151
flualprazolam is internationally illegal.
Not well researched and massively more potent than normal alprazolam.

Please be careful with it

I took 2 pills of them and went pretty much unconcious after 20 minutes.
They are very, very potent.
How long were you unconscious for after taking 2 pills?
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
299
How long were you unconscious for after taking 2 pills?
I slept through the entire night :>
So roughly 7-8 hours?

Mind you that I was also reasonably tired.
not tired enough to sleep especially considering the noise in my head, but tired enough that when I get knocked out I would sleep through
 
meowzers3276

meowzers3276

ctb on may 3
Mar 28, 2026
129
i buy recreational benzos and others online from telegram, signal, etc. if you look on X/twitter or dn you could find. idk if i'm ok with giving out my guys info and he is U.S. only. but you can find drugs online easily, recreational or not

i do know a guy for europe too though if youre desperate enough i can pm with hints but i dont want to be giving out their infos on forums lol
 
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gardenhouse

Student
Mar 26, 2026
151
I slept through the entire night :>
So roughly 7-8 hours?

Mind you that I was also reasonably tired.
not tired enough to sleep especially considering the noise in my head, but tired enough that when I get knocked out I would sleep through
Noise in your head? You mean tinnitus?
 

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