Discussion Where are you on the Emmengard Suicide Scale today?

[thefinalcut]

8-9, trending closer to 9 as the days pass. 8 is not necessarily accurate, though. This isn't emotional. I don't need to call anyone. This isn't depression or sadness for me. This is having no choice... or picking the path that leads to the least bullshit and suffering. I have been forming a rough plan the past month, but the past few days have picked up and am really starting to get into details.

 

[LeWantsToDie]

I really like this scale for trying to place my emotions and level of distress.

Where are you guys today?

edit: a couple of people are saying 10, keep in mind this means that you're literally trying to kill yourself right now

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8-9

 

[Kit1]

8

 

[illvoid]

About 6

 

[Bardia]

Right now, I'm at 8 on the scale. That's typically about when I return to this forum.

ETA: until recently, I managed to be no worse than 5-6 for about a year.

 

[hopelessoceanic25]

I'm consistently hovering in the 6-8 range. But when some shit hits the fan, which is often, it jumps to 9-10 really easily.

 

[junko]

I'm at a 9 today. Maybe 10 will come soon

 

[Ai-chan]

Rn probably 8, or maybe 9. 8.5?

In general, typically hovering between 6-8 lol

 

[HiddenHead]

Probably 5 at the moment. But honestly I'm so inconsistent I usually cycle through many of these levels in a matter of days.

 

[RichardFirst]

Somewhere between 6 and 7.

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

i'm still 10

 

[life !s boring]

Hmm a sturdy 7 but I rather ctb and have no one know I dipped out

 

[ziana]

9