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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
209
Hotel or somewhere else? Mines hotel
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,322
More likely home- live alone.
 
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sevennn

sevennn

Warlock
Sep 11, 2024
701
More likely home- live alone.
wish i could do it at home. but never moved out 😞 now never going to. sigh
Hotel or somewhere else? Mines hotel
same. hotel. no other option. i mean. one could go deep into the forest and drink SN. or something. maybe near some lake nobody goes to
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,086
I may do it in a forest at 2am near the apartment where my ex left me. It would reassure my mind of why I have chosen to ctb. Otherwise maybe a hotel room. Then it would be the staff finding me rather than a whole search team. If I do it at home in my bed then it will be my parents or brother finding my body and that would be too harsh for them.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
In a forest.
 
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ebg

ebg

LOVE !
Sep 30, 2024
134
I will drive to somewhere away from the city and drink the SN in the car.
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

PFP by user ropeburns&migranes
Aug 25, 2024
267
I will probably do it in a hotel room. Years ago when I almost CTB with SN but balked at the last second, I was out in this remote nature area. Something about the serenity of it made my SI stronger I think.
 
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blueberryDesert

blueberryDesert

Member
Jul 23, 2024
18
I am putting together my ctb plan. I will go at least 1,000 miles away, to a part of the country I have never been before, in a forest. I recently dropped out of group therapy- it wasn't helping and just made me realize I will never have a normal life like other people do. I'm done and want out.
 
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Meowsies

Meowsies

Member
Jul 4, 2023
32
I will die comfortably in bed at home, with my room clean and everything tidy,
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
512
In bed. About as comfortable and safe a place can be for me.
 
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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
209
wish i could do it at home. but never moved out 😞 now never going to. sigh

same. hotel. no other option. i mean. one could go deep into the forest and drink SN. or something. maybe near some lake nobody goes to
Same I never moved out and live with my family still. I don't wanna traumatise them so hotel it is
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
I would prefer to do it in a hotel - but does anyone else worry that would be unusual for you? What I mean is, it would be unusual for me to go to a hotel.
 
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sevennn

sevennn

Warlock
Sep 11, 2024
701
I would prefer to do it in a hotel - but does anyone else worry that would be unusual for you? What I mean is, it would be unusual for me to go to a hotel.
i could tell my mom i'm going to a sleepover
 
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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
209
I would prefer to do it in a hotel - but does anyone else worry that would be unusual for you? What I mean is, it would be unusual for me to go to a hotel.
Yeh little bit I've taken leave for work and going to travel by myself 3.5 hrs away. Still thinking of what to say as I'm just gonna up and leave hoping they'll be at work
 
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everosity

everosity

Member
Sep 9, 2020
30
i'll probably do it at home
 
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