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AaaSssDdd

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Sep 1, 2018
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The answer is I don't know. I've hesitated in the past, but there have also been times where I acted irrationally. I think I'm more scared now than in the past. Right now I just want to have a guaranteed method and then see if I can do it.
 
Jblack

Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
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I don't really know when I will be ready. I think that at some point a kind of calm will come over me, I will feel somehow relaxed and then carry out my exit. At that point there will be no second guessing myself and it just comes together.
 
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Mljonzy

Student
Aug 21, 2018
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What does it feel like?

How do you know that you are ready?

What would it take for you to lose your last hope?

How do I make myself "ready to CTB"?

How long did it take for you to become ready?
I think when your ready you just do it with or without hesitation.

I have lost all hope but finding it hard to take the ultimate step.

I think you naturally become ready when the pain becomes truly unbearable.

After 15 years of great pain and suffering im looking to get the job done.
 
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