When will you be ready to ctb?

[AaaSssDdd]

The answer is I don't know. I've hesitated in the past, but there have also been times where I acted irrationally. I think I'm more scared now than in the past. Right now I just want to have a guaranteed method and then see if I can do it.

 

[Jblack]

I don't really know when I will be ready. I think that at some point a kind of calm will come over me, I will feel somehow relaxed and then carry out my exit. At that point there will be no second guessing myself and it just comes together.

 

[Mljonzy]

What does it feel like?

How do you know that you are ready?

What would it take for you to lose your last hope?

How do I make myself "ready to CTB"?

How long did it take for you to become ready?

I think when your ready you just do it with or without hesitation.

I have lost all hope but finding it hard to take the ultimate step.

I think you naturally become ready when the pain becomes truly unbearable.

After 15 years of great pain and suffering im looking to get the job done.