when was the last time you were happy?

[underscore_nine]

for me it was riding my bike around my neighbourhood for hours, I rode so far, feeling free of the burden of life. When im not thinking of how awful life really is it feels so nice to just aimlessly roam. Sadly those hours of bliss aren't worth a life of torment

 

[Burden_Bailey]

for me it was riding my bike around my neighbourhood for hours, I rode so far, feeling free of the burden of life. When im not thinking of how awful life really is it feels so nice to just aimlessly roam. Sadly those hours of bliss aren't worth a life of torment

The eternity of bliss in Heaven will be much better.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't even believe in the idea of happiness, in my case I've certainly never wished to exist at all, having the ability to exist is such an undesirable burden that only ever causes unnecessary suffering and problems.

 

[WeDontKnowTheFuture]

For me it was the day i got my own appartement with two Friends a few years ago. Then i had a great period during the first lookdown. Things started to completely degenerated after it, i do not think i will be able to recover from that.

 

[Darkover]

19 years ago when i had my gf the only one i've ever had one my first one and last one

 

[MrP]

I don't think I've ever been happy mate...

 

[ctvunny]

Just a moment ago, found a funny yt vid.

 

[just dave]

I was happy on my wedding day 6 years ago.

I was happy when I bought my house 6 years ago

I was happy 6 years ago.

 

[daocreator]

Can't really remember when exactly, since I've been on a nonstop emotionless state for years. And I honestly think happiness is overrated

 

[ThymeToLeave]

When I had hobbies/interests, shared them with friends who accepted me, and had a stable life. It's been a long time since then.

 

[AllAlone]

Probably when I was 12, hanging out with my friends every day during summer break.

 

[underscore_nine]

Probably when I was 12, hanging out with my friends every day during summer break.

after my parents moved me to a catholic school i was bullied really badly and never had friends since. But having friends feels so nice, only friends i have now are online

 

[Lookoutbelow]

for me it was riding my bike around my neighbourhood for hours, I rode so far, feeling free of the burden of life. When im not thinking of how awful life really is it feels so nice to just aimlessly roam. Sadly those hours of bliss aren't worth a life of torment

Amen

19 years ago when i had my gf the only one i've ever had one my first one and last one

Thank you for confirming that I will never get over my break up. Makes suicide more tolerable.

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

2021

 

[iwantrest]

A few days ago on a trail run. It was peaceful and beautiful.

 

[natthebrat]

When I was 10, before gender dysphoria ruined everything

 

[underscore_nine]

When I was 10, before gender dysphoria ruined everything

yeah, i wish i looked like a girl, sadly that will never be so i'll kill myself to make up for it

 

[kindalone]

Kinda stupid, but I felt pretty elated after seeing the Spiderman Movie No Way Home. I haven't felt so good in ages, and I thhought that maybe more things are to come. Guess, I was wrong.

 

[Neogoloid]

In kindergarten when the entire class sung happy birthday to me .

 

[underscore_nine]

In kindergarten when the entire class sung happy birthday to me .

that happened to me when i was in kindergarten and i pissed myself infront of the class. It's comedic to think of but also made me cry at the time

 

[Andrew10]

2018 before turning 14

 

[Unattainable666]

October 23, 1989 the day before they killed my little girl.

 

[Aim]

I had a completely normal life until 3 years ago. Despite my abuse parents. That I left many years ago Happy and smiling. Recovery, school and work was going oh so well. Until I suddenly got a huge mental breakdown that I didn't see coming. And then all of a sudden i just started spiraling with no strength or anything to stay afloat. Depression and anxiety is so very scary. I wished I saw the warning signs earlier. Maybe it would be possible to not hit rock bottom.

 

[Abyssal]

I was happy today. I'm still kinda feeling it. But I'm also feeling a sore throat :(

 

[Imprisoned]

Good question. I'd say definitely in 2012; that was the last time I felt truly happy. I was still in elementary school. It's funny how people (and me as a kid xD) believed that the world would end in 2012. It only ended for me

Other than that, I have some small, fleeting moments of pleasure, like playing one of my favorite childhood games or watching one of my favorite shows (also from childhood lol). Or just watching it snow outside. Stuff like that. But I wouldnt consider them to be truly "happy moments", more like just desperate coping mechanisms until I can get my meto and sn. Anhedonia is a bitch.

 

[divinemistress87]

When I was in the womb

 

[John Clare]

I suffer from anxiety since I was a child. And the truth is that my mind in their intent to self defense, has made me forget the vast majority of my memories. So I don't know when I felt happy. Not in the last years that's for sure.
Lately I can't contain my anxiety anymore, it has ended up devouring me, does anyone feel the same way?

 

[Imprisoned]

I suffer from anxiety since I was a child. And the truth is that my mind in their intent to self defense, has made me forget the vast majority of my memories. So I don't know when I felt happy. Not in the last years that's for sure.
Lately I can't contain my anxiety anymore, it has ended up devouring me, does anyone feel the same way?

Yes, I feel very similarily. Although I've had problems with anxiety throughout my life, it got much, much worse when I developed OCD at 17. It's a living hell and it's pretty much devoured me too. It's a pretty big reason why I wanna die as well...

 

[Aim]

Good question. I'd say definitely in 2012; that was the last time I felt truly happy. I was still in elementary school. It's funny how people (and me as a kid xD) believed that the world would end in 2012. It only ended for me

Other than that, I have some small, fleeting moments of pleasure, like playing one of my favorite childhood games or watching one of my favorite shows (also from childhood lol). Or just watching it snow outside. Stuff like that. But I wouldnt consider them to be truly "happy moments", more like just desperate coping mechanisms until I can get my meto and sn. Anhedonia is a b****.

I suffer from anxiety since I was a child. And the truth is that my mind in their intent to self defense, has made me forget the vast majority of my memories. So I don't know when I felt happy. Not in the last years that's for sure.
Lately I can't contain my anxiety anymore, it has ended up devouring me, does anyone feel the same way?

You are not alone in this. So sorry that you feel this way.

 

[brokeandbroken]

for me it was riding my bike around my neighbourhood for hours, I rode so far, feeling free of the burden of life. When im not thinking of how awful life really is it feels so nice to just aimlessly roam. Sadly those hours of bliss aren't worth a life of torment

I literally can't remember I was happy. In fact I'm not sure what I would do with myself if I was. It would feel foreign. I'm so unbelievably miserable.