Late last night right before I fell asleep around 4ish in the morning
I have a mental breakdown at minimum 2 to 3 times a day and weep profusely
Doesn't matter where I'm at or what is going on, when a wave of sadness washes over me the tears start flowing.
I'm grieving the loss of my unborn child and my fiance, we lost our baby and she overdosed and died the next morning. That was 4 months ago.
Was probably stupid of me to try and bring a child into this fucked up world. If she wouldn't have gotten pregnant and lost the baby she would still be here.
I just want to go to sleep and never wake up