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Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
640
I remember crying every single day in 2016 and half of 2017, first came the first impact of facing reality and seeing how shit my life was and how bad my family was at that time I was so addicted to games and pornography that I didn't have time to be sad 2017 was a hellish year i reached my limit and threw myself in front of a car but a few days later i was planning to buy a gun kill as many people as i could and then kill myself but i'm still here. So when was the last time you cried? Mine was in 2019 when a family member that I treated like shit in the last days of life died, I currently cannot cry unless I inflict physical pain
 
Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,382
I rarely cry anymore, but I recall I might have shed one tear some days ago for some reason that I cannot recall anymore.

I don't recall ever crying because of physical pain.

Good thing you didn't buy that gun back then. I'm sorry you have a bad family. A lot of problems come from shitty relatives. Life would be so much easier if everyone just had good parents.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She dreams of eternal sleep
Sep 24, 2020
20,087
At this point it feels like such a long time. I cannot even remember. I used to cry a lot, but I cannot seem to physically cry anymore, but I am always crying on the inside. Living is certainly very painful and all I want is to be free from this horrible life.
 
Atlantian

Atlantian

Member
May 25, 2022
70
Tbh I don't remember the last time I had a genuine cry. I usually just cry out of pain, anger, frustration, basically negative emotions.
Tbh I don't remember the last time I had a genuine cry. I usually just cry out of pain, anger, frustration, basically negative emotions. I don't have real cries u feel me? Like, I don't have those vulnerable moments where I feel actual emotions. Its just a constant deep seething fire burning behind my irises no matter how wet they become.
 
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SenseOfLoss

life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
77
I could cry all the time, but I always try not to let it happen. I remember with pain the day last year when I was still "me" and not ruined by a wrong indication/ medication by an incompetent doctor.
 
disillusion

disillusion

Entp
Nov 6, 2020
68
At this point it feels like such a long time. I cannot even remember. I used to cry a lot, but I cannot seem to physically cry anymore, but I am always crying on the inside. Living is certainly very painful and all I want is to be free from this horrible life.
I am exact same. Although i had big fight with family last week and cried abit due to frustration but usually i can never cry anymore. Used to cry alot and daily but now my tears dried up but inside me I am crying and screaming always
 
pockettan

pockettan

Member
Mar 12, 2023
29
I don't remember, but it seems like it has been a while. Nothing seems shockingly horrible enough for me to cry anymore, for it's just a continuation of my past sufferings.
 
Envixit0

Envixit0

Still cleaning up the viruses you had left
Feb 6, 2023
112
It's been years. Last time I remember is like 2017 or 2018
 
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ShadowsFall

Lost and forgotten
Jul 15, 2021
153
Sometime in 2018. Of course I was drunk and high at the time, which unfortunately seems to be the only time I really can at this point. As far as crying while not under the influence of any substance, October 2014.