When was life last good for you?

[LookingforAnswers]

When was the last time life was good for you?

Mine was at a local bar w a reggae band playing and i was belting out Bob Marley. This was June of 2021 about a month before i slid into depression

 

[deadgeorge]

About 4 months ago when my daughter came to life. Ever since it just became worse since I'm constantly fighting the guilt of leaving my daughter without a father the way I was left without one.

 

[befree]

In the 1990 years. This is not my world anymore.

 

[TrynaChingMyself]

Bob Marley appreciation .

Mine was about 2/3 years ago. Woke up early made breakfast for my partner and headed out to my job/uni. The sun was beaming and I think I was listening to Lovely Day (super cliche, now that I'm looking back).

Someone even stepped on my trainers and scuffed it, but I just let it go after making a joke about it.

 

[l0stc4use]

maybe when i was a kid and was ignorant of the world. however im not sure because i didn't have a nice childhood. so maybe never.

 

[Foresight]

2010

 

[WorthlessTrash]

2014/2015 when I was with a certain someone and it distracted me from my dysphoria. I will never be able to achieve that state of "content" again for multiple reasons.

 

[outrider567]

Life's been good to me since 1987 when I met my girlfriend at college(we were 32 years old, night school), and better when I retired in 1997, and much better still when she retired in 2014--All of that ended suddenly January and my own nightmare began---Still waiting for her big pink Granite headstone I got for her, with a Cross on it

 

[LiquidRat]

I am not entirely sure. I have been depressed since I was a child, But I would say a day where I went for a hike in the woods. It was autumn and the trees were a riot of colors. My brother was with me and we had a joyful time throwing leaves at each other.

 

[Darkover]

2016

 

[Marine]

The short 3 months I spent with my first love in late 2018, not knowing has was (very likely) a sociopath. On a much lower scale it was nice when I wasn't ostracized from the world due to the plandemic and was meeting people at our local board games bar. I hope I can find real lasting happiness before it's too late...

 

[αmber]

July/2016 - December/2019

that was the only period of time when I experienced times of joy and happiness

 

[Lullaby]

February-March of this year.

I had Covid all of January, but things were really starting to pick up, and it felt like everything I had wished for and wanted was starting fall into place.

I was genuinely happy, excited, and hopeful for my future, I think for the first time ever. My dad even told me he had never heard me say those words before, he had never seen me so uplifted.

Everything fell apart and my depression has gotten far worse than I ever imagined it would, but I'll never forget those feelings and those two months…

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I would say I was happy until 2008 when I was hit with genetic skin disorder severe acne. I was okay and on the right track until 2011 when I discovered porn and masturbation and then 2015 when I was taken advantage of by an older man leading to hyper sexual behavior and a one night stand

None of those guys never deserved me. I'm so bitter because I read about all the other girls that were in relationships that were virgin and kept their boundaries I'm jealous of them

 

[FuneralCry]

Life has never been a positive experience for me, I have never wanted to live. Even when I was very young, I found death to be comforting. Every moment of my life has been only suffering. To me, there is nothing good about being alive. I do not like thinking, feeling or experiencing things and I simply prefer the sound of non existence. I was never meant for this world and I never should have existed in the first place.

 

[Ninaea]

On a ski trip with my ex, back in 2018. She broke up with me a few months later due to some changes in her personal life. Pure unadulterated euphoria in the snow covered Colorado mountain's. I couldn't fathom how someone could be suicidal, or even depressed or anxious. I was younger and didn't know what I know now, "innocent" if you will…

 

[Slimetae]

Well I'm 20 now so like when I was 7 before everything happened.

 

[September5th]

Sometimes life is fun, momentarily. But for the past couple of months, that has become an anomaly.
I miss last year. I miss having a girlfriend and a job. I miss not having depression. I miss online classes as well.
Fuck, I hate where I am right now. Just yesterday I went to drink some beers with my friends and completely fucked up everyday. I have a drinking issue, I guess. Today, my mom decided to go crazy on me. Tomorrow is my birthday :/

Last year I traveled with my ex to a city called Campos do Jordão. It has this "German style" to its architecture (you can Google it). We went up a hill on an ATV, bought a padlock with our names on it, we kissed in the rain... Now that same girl is hanging out with another guys, while the best I can do is to kiss her best friend (I guess I'm that shitty of a person).

 

[Shu]

7/8 months ago

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

In 1985-1986, when I was 17/18 years old. Life's been progressively downhill and increasingly miserable and nightmarish since then.

 

[justagreenleaf]

Childhood til age 5. Alas...

 

[Lost Magic]

Life was always fucked up for me, but I really miss my mother. It's a much darker, lonelier and scarier world without her.

 

[ornitier199]

2016
Still remember it well—i still have only a few of commentary videos.
Listening too it i do not recogize the person, i say i was a completely different person back then
-vibrate
-self worth, strong even in my solitude
I never used social media never interested me
Im still the same on that only i made one fatal mistake
Trusted others, met/talked with others
I always knew since then my fate was die by ctb but i rebelled and for that i suffer
Hope i didnt go on a tangent there

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

Life was always fucked up for me, but I really miss my mother. It's a much darker, lonelier and scarier world without her.

I feel you, and I'm so sorry for your loss. My mom passed in 2014 and life has felt, like you said, darker and lonelier and scarier without her. She was my touchstone and grounded me.

 

[HappyForever?]

Before I started caring about relationships.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

The Christmas before last felt not so bad

 

[Well-Edited Chaos]

Early 2019.

 

[Pol]

1998

 

[jamie_]

september 2021 when i moved into a really nice house

 

[LookingforAnswers]

I would love to chat w people whos lives turned 180 all of a sudden. I feel lost sometimes on this journey as this side of life is so foreign to me