I just envy them as they are now at peace and are unable to suffer. All that is ideal to me is permanently ceasing to exist, I see those who are free as being the only true fortunate ones.
I feel happy for them that they have ended their suffering. I also greatly admire their courage.
I don't feel left behind or envious too much, because I know my ctb is inevitable and I will join them soon.
i feel a little jealous, and a little sad that they suffered so much. but im usually glad that they finally escaped from this hell we call life, and so ready to see them on the other side.
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