it could be November 5th for me. But it's not a very reliable and painless method...
anyway if it works out...
anyway if it works out...
avoid_slow_death
Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
- Feb 4, 2020
- 1,356
At this moment, either Xmas Day or New Year's Day. Still thinking it over, but am definitely leaning towards one of those fays.
I've been planning a date since 2017 and I realized after planning on doing it on my birthday of this year and not following through with it yet again that dates are pointless for me. Something about planning makes me postpone it for some reason. Maybe laziness or doubt? Now I'm just waiting for a tragedy of some kind to happen like another health issue, another mental breakdown, or having money issues or even going homeless. Or perhaps someone I love dying even though that one would take much longer I suppose. Anybody that can follow through with their dates is very determined and without doubt.
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blueclover_.
Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
- Oct 11, 2021
- 667
I want it to be my birthday, so my abusive mom will cry every year. Don't look at me like that, i don't give a fuck. I want her to feel what i felt.
don't have an exact date but i'm aiming for january 2022
