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21anddone

21anddone

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Mar 28, 2025
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when do you know it's time to go? is ten years of trying treatment and all different types of therapy enough time. enough time to justify ctb.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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Only you'll know when you've had enough.
 
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finalgoodbye:(

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Jun 13, 2025
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If you're not sure yet then it's probably not the time
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Only you will know and can know for certain. For me, when there's nothing left, no hope, no future, and just plain emptiness. I'm still hanging on.
 
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Life'sA6itch

Lights out please
Oct 29, 2023
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when do you know it's time to go? is ten years of trying treatment and all different types of therapy enough time. enough time to justify ctb.
That's more than the time I would put into "getting better" but everyone has different circumstances, opportunities, etc. However, it DOES NOT MATTER what I or anyone else thinks, ONLY YOU.
 
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SeafoamSkeleton

future ghost
Jun 24, 2025
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It's always been when I just can't handle the thought of being alive anymore. There's a sort of fuzzy dissociation where this world fades and all my focus goes into a compulsive suicidality. Could be different for you. That's just how it's been for me.
 

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