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thefarter

thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
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lowkey i mean i imdont wanna admit that i cut myself and ruined my like 4 year streak of not cutting.

but the reality is that i lowkey did.
well.
i mean i tried. i attempted to cut, but i didn't really have anything to cut with.
so i have some crappy cuts where i triedddddd.

anyway - my main question is when does all this end?

like everybody will always say, it gets better.

but it dosnt feel like it's gonna. Anyway it's like 4:18am.

i feel a bit sick and pretty alone.
yaaaaay
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Wizard
Dec 24, 2025
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my main question is when does all this end?
i seriously think the only end to this is the finality ctb brings. i will go completely mad before waiting another decade for it to get better. it never happens. sorry to hear about ur cutting btw ❤️‍🩹
 
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